August 31, 2006

_wm
true or false..
i'll definately find out..
jus wait..

.weiming
shouted at 23:17


August 29, 2006

_wm
I gave you my heart..
You gave mi back in pieces..
To the moon i look..
And see only my sadness..
You who toyed my heart..
My tear fall only for u..

.weiming
shouted at 21:24


August 26, 2006

woke up at 2.45 today feeling moody haiz then wash up eat lunch. had half a chicken for lunch and while eating i there watch tv then abt 4.30 like tat after my dad came home went out to eat at marine parade hate to go out wif them cause of my brother fking irritatin jus nw at the coffee shop there makin fking fuss then i was dam pissed then after tat went popular and ntuc boring sia today hai.. reach home then there rot le lo sian

_wm
hmm..
r u ignoring mi..
or am i thinkin too much..

.weiming
shouted at 22:25

I close my eyes,
and the first person i see,
Is you..
I love you,
I need you,
But i just doesn't deserve you.
Day Without You,
Makes me worry,
That What happen to you,
A day Without you,
Makes me feel sad,
But, do I really deserved you in the first place ?
All I am, is nothing but a loser
I close my eyes and all I could think and see is you
And in your eyes we might deserve each other
But I will never deserve you
I tried to lie to myself that I do but I just can't
When I see someone else in your eyes
It was like the end of the world for me
Like a beautiful and lovely dream suddenly becomes a nightmare
Wake up at the lonely night because of a nightmare..
Feeling sad because I cant see your face when I wake up..
How I wish to see your face for one more time..
Even it is just for few seconds..
I miss you..

_wm
i miss u..

.weiming
shouted at 00:21


August 21, 2006

Woot! quite long nvr update le haha. todday suppose to wake up at 8 one but int he end alarm rang but i jus pressed it away then around 8.50 wil called mi then the vibration woke mi up then i there DIAO.. i was late for the study haah then i jus msg wil say i'll come later. then i go wash up then play com haha downloaded finish audition then there play a while then gt abit lag but still can play lol haha fun sia the dance move ^5 haha. then around 12 plus went out liao go cp mac there study. then around lunch time we left cause ppl need place in mac to eat mac then we zi dong yi dian lol ohh btw there gt lin wil and sheena. haha then went to pizza hut there eat then eat finish dear came along then she also there eat we like stayed in pizza hut for eh.. 2 hours plus plus? haha

After eating went to take a walk around cp then go popular.. then dotz dotz dotz. then went out of popular then forget go where liao then we walked to wil's aunt's house to see mao mao haha casue today its birthday ma LOL then went to visit then wil's aunt's house gt a DAM CUTE DOG!! AHHH I LOVE DOGS haha then i keep sayin the dog cute then dear there say i good la say the dog cute then wad abt her haha she so cute sia jealous because of a dog LOL haha my dear always cute de la haha then after tat send them both home then i and wil walked back home went to cheers buy newspaper then walk home. at home bathed eat then com same old ting haha k tats all buaiz.

_wm
love ya dear..
muacks..

.weiming
shouted at 23:28


August 16, 2006

YOOOO!!! MISS MY BLOG!!! WAHHAH.. lol. long time nvr post le haha no time to post lo stupid projects and test pillin up like machiam shit sia so much haha so many things happened over the weeks some good and bad things hmm..

Last Sat:
Last sat was my ex-sch cvss band concert and victoria concert hall wil somehow went too cause his cousin in inside the band too then then met chin hong and alvin during afternoon then we go rot till 7.30 went for the concert then before concert something happened tat made mi rush out of the hall to city hall but in the end.. zz nvm then i ran back to the hall late by a little while i was there sweatin like mad then during the break, went off to find lin, repth, wil and shyan to watch fireworks. then in the end ps alot of ppl at the concert hall sia >< felt so bad.. but nvm the fireworks were nice jus perfectly nice as we were walking then they let off the fire works.

Marina square all the way to durian was sooo packed that i had a hard time squeeze OUT. i cant imagine squeezin IN.. zzz. then after the fire works did something stupid.. took a bus to katong then there do nothing then took a cab home cause lin and shyan need go back home then i and wil jus follow lo. then in the taxi was meaningful. will nt elaborate haha then reached their house 9 bucks = = then send them home then i and wil went to rivervale plaza find my frens we there crap alot and then wil was a little bit left out at around 12.45am we walked home cause no more bus = = then chin hong alvin shi hui shirly kai ming and some others head toward hougang then mi wil michelle you jun and midsean head to punggol side one lol then we walk walk crap at the same time haha. reached home at around 1++ bathed tok on the phone a while which i think is tok to 3.. LOL "little while" haha.

Last Sun:
cant remember much abt sun haha. hwever gt some very meaningful things happened on tat day.. 130806 flame started buring and i'm wondering hw long it wil last this time haha anyway i will take kare of my dear till she finds someone better ^^ love ya shyan. then at nite haiz.. i found out some stuffs then quite demoralizing haiz dun wan to tok abt it le ba just hope u will take kare.. u still have us.. dun worry so much u will find yours soon de.. stay strong.. and stop 11-ing so much = = still wan say 11-ing is bad.

This week:
HIONG AH!!! monday cmsy test then after tat nmm presentation cmsy flung then nmm presentation duno do till hw haiz hope will do well then tuesday stayed at home thought can do prsp then wtf dun have some programm then cannot run jgrasp then i there du lan then went out wif wil to pool then rot a while then after tat i had my last stick and quitted it hope for good =\ then we went to cp cause i waiting for shyan. then go arcade rot. then shyan came then we all went to foodcourt eat. then sent her home then lin called ask us go cp then i there diaox. cause we jus came from there i went home cause it as goin to rain and i had work to do. at nite chiong prsp then too tired then sleep liao.

Today:
CHIONG AHH!!! tmr need hand in prsp assignment 2 le then jus finished nt long ago so got time to blog a while then later need do visual lit. need to hand in on friday one. then tmr gt make up at 9 then one more from 5 to 7 = = dotz sian la then sat still gt prsp lab test then sure die = = then next week study week then after tat next friday exam liao = = sian sia.. nvm LOL i go rest a while first later then chiong vl buaiz

_wm
be guai abit hor ..
love ya..

.weiming
shouted at 21:32


August 8, 2006

Yooo!! long time nvr post le haha had been busy for the past few days and weeks lol stupid projs lo idiot lo. NMM handed in yesterday then ms was like volcano erupting = = everyone's webpage she also shoot till chia lat little bit mistake then she there kpkb liao ><>< then met wil and shyan at bakau go rp eat. eat finish slack a while send shyan home then we also go home liao reached home sit on sofa relax a while then went to bath. bath finish then BOOM fell on my bed ZZZzzz liao..
_wm
i want to tell ..
but dun dare to ..

.weiming
shouted at 20:03


August 3, 2006

Some story from an email ^^
nice and meaningful lol




7th grade ..
Stared at the girl next to me ..
She was my so called “best friend” ..
I stared at her long, silky hair and wished she was mine ..
But she didn’t notice me like tat, I knew it ..
After class she walked up to me ..
Asked me for the notes she had missed the day before ..
And handed them to her ..
She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek ..
I wanna tell her ..
I want her to know ..
I dun wanna be jus friends
I love her but I’m too shy
And I dun know why ..

11th grade..
The phone rang ..
On the other end it was her ..
She was in tears, mumbling ..
On and on ..
About how her love had broke her heart ..
She asked mi to come over ..
Because she didn’t wan to be alone ..
So I did ..
As I sat on the sofa ..
I stared at her soft eyes..
Wishin she was mine ..
After 2 hours, a drew Barrymore movie, 3 bags of chip ..
She decided to go to sleep ..
She looked at me ..
Said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek ..
I wanna tell her ..
I want her to know ..
I dun wanna be jus friends
I love her but I’m too shy
And I dun know why ..

Senior Year ..
The day before prom she walked to my locker ..
“My date is sick” she said ..
He’s nt gonna go ..
Well I didn’t have a date and in 7th grade ..
We made a promise that if neither of us had dates ..
We would go together jus as “best friends” ..
So we did ..

Prom night ..
After everything was over ..
I was standing at her front door step ..
I stared at her ..
She smiled at mi ..
I want her to be mine ..
But she doesn’t think of me like tat ..
I know it ..
She said “ I had the best time, Thanks!” ..
And gave me a kiss on the cheek ..
I wanna tell her ..
I want her to know ..
I dun wanna be jus friends ..
I love her but I’m too shy ..
And I dun know why ..

Graduation Day ..
A day passed, then a week, then a month ..
Before I could blink ..
It was graduation day ..
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel ..
Up on the stage to get her diploma ..
I wanted her to be mine ..
But she didn’t notice me like tat ..
I knew it ..
Before everyone went home ..
She came to me in her smock and hat ..
She cried as I hugged her ..
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder ..
And said, you’re my best friend, thanks!! ..
I wanted her to be mine ..
But she didn’t notice me like tat ..
I knew it ..

A few years later ..
Now I sit in the pews of the church ..
That the girl is getting married now ..
I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life ..
Married to another man ..
I wanted her to be mine ..
But she didn’t notice me like tat ..
I knew it ..
But before she drove away ..
She came to me and said you came!! ..
She said, “Thanks!” ..
And gave me a kiss on the cheek ..
I wanna tell her ..
I want her to know ..
I dun wanna be jus friends ..
I love her but I’m too shy ..
And I dun know why ..

Years passed, ..
I looked down at the coffin ..
Of a girl who used to be my “best friend” ..
At the service they read a diary entry ..
Which she had wrote in her high school years ..
This is what it read ..
I stare at him wishing he was mine ..
But he doesn’t notice mi like that ..
And I knew it ..
I wanna tell him ..
I want himr to know ..
I dun wanna be jus friends ..
I love her but I’m too shy ..
And I dun know why ..
I wished he would tell mi he loved mi ..
I wish I did too ..
I thought to myself and cried ..

_wm
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.weiming
shouted at 17:46

YOO!!! long time nvr post le haha alot of work to do lol then a miracle happened for the last 3 days.. I NVR TOUCH O2 LOL!! then jus nw jus finish my nmm template nia nw must stuff in contents and images. images i goin orchard this sat to do last minute snappin. then friday gt visual lit draft to hand in and i still duno wad to draw = = this sat goin orchard buy formal wear for tuesday's iiso presentation then still need take photos for NMM proj then at nite goin watch beatbox performance. then sunday need rush every last min preparation for proj next week stress alot things to hand in my vision is like blur = = then things are like swaying around mi ahh tired la faster blog finish go sleep liao lol STUPID PROJs!! STUPID SUBJECTS!! STUPID SCH!! STUPID COURSE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


_wm
woo..
miss u neh..
LOL

.weiming
shouted at 00:37