March 31, 2007
Blogged too~ xD
_wm
=P
.weiming
shouted at 23:49
Blogged.
I don't want us to end up like them.
;Kirt
.weiming
shouted at 20:57
2.4 is over. Phews. Didn't qualify for an A though. Exceeded by 8s. Ah wells. I'm happy that I completed the run in less than 15 mins. For the first time. =D
BLOGGED. =P
I'm not gonna pin my hopes too high this time. I'll enjoy every second of us together. I won't see our future. I can if I want. But the disappointment, If it comes. Will be too great to bear.
;Kirt
.weiming
shouted at 12:08
March 30, 2007
Woo! Just...
>_> Wm chattering none stop. Broke my train of thoughts. -___- And he's laughing hard at me now. After I said I was gonna tie my hair at the top of my head for my drama competition. WTH. As if I wanted it. Also not directly on top. 45 degrees wad. T___________T He's so darn mean!!!!!!!! Feel like hanging up on him now!!!!!!! T________________T
Hmms. Ignore him! *Hmph* He's so KW!!!!!! Ke wu!! Okayes. Hmms. Washed my shoes for the first time in my whole 15 years on earth today. Pampered eh? At least I washed them. =D
PFT tomorrow. 2.4km run/walk. T_T How am I gonna achieve 14 mins for an A? Ughs. Whatever it is. Just run non stop! Fast! You shall be my source of motivation. <3>_> Almost dozed off during math. Integration is fun! It sux in the beginning though. Confusing. But I'll get the hang of it. Soon I hope. =X English compre test today. Gonna die. X_X Must work harder!! MUCH HARDER!!! Haihs..Gambateh kudasai!
So afraid I can't buck up. So afraid I'll be unable to fulfil my parents' expectations of me. I'm trying. Hard. Still can't seem to get everything right in place. But I'll continue to try harder.
I owe you a long tight hug. <3
Tata; Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 19:36
March 29, 2007
Feeling much better after this few day. The whole of last week was a torture so terribly sick ahh. krist worried alot @_@ ahh sorry dear. and ya she wun post no more if i dun post .__. so have to update haha. for the whole of this week till next fri, will be stayin at home to replenish all the energy i've lost. i'm pretty weak yea. weak till krist say i cant even squeeze her hands tight. ahh. i only gt better the day before i think before i can finally use the com without feeling any headach. the bad thing is i cant jam nw .__. ahh so sad. cant see the notes and i felt giddy after so many notes came down. guess i'll have to really recover before i can start my jammin session again.
ahhh i miss the chocolates, pizzas, CHILLIES!!, curry puffs ahhh all making mi drool T___T. i miss dear too T__T ahh *hugs*
_wm
you are my tomorrow.
nothin will change that.
.weiming
shouted at 20:48
March 26, 2007
I can't let go anymore. It's just too deep. The only thing I can possibly do is to keep my focus. After the "self-awareness" session earlier at wm's house, I'm much clearer abt how to go about striking the 'perfect' balance b/w my relationships and studies. I'm back on track now. Don't worry doraemon. =]
Self-destruction. LOL. Not so serious lahs. It's like as if..there are only 2 possbile outcomes on the route I'm taking now. One is to the road of self-destruction. The other would be success. I'm heading for the latter. And I assure you, I'll be able to achieve it. The mind is a powerful thing. Can't be defeated.
Have I really changed? That much? Maybe I've evolved to the sort of person who thinks too much. When all these thoughts explode within me, it'll be the end of my path. Eh? LOLs. Besides this minor change, My priorities have changed too. Relationships with anyone remains at the top of my list. People aren't permanent. Exams are. They'll be here forever.
Overall, I'm still me. The hyperactivity in me only surfaces after 1opm; as usual. I'm still the half obedient, half rebellious teen. Still as short. Still love chocolates. xD If I really don't wanna do something, no amount of compelling is able to change my mind. Linking back to the prev posts, the recent saturday. If I didn't wanna go with my dad, I would not have. Going home with him have only confirmed my priorities. I was never such a free girl. I should thank my parents for even allowing me to stay overnight at a friend's house. How do I then, even have the heart to defy them? Thank you daddy mummy. <3333
I think the greatest change ever.. would be the fact that I've stopped daydreaming too much. Now that part of those daydreams have changed into reality. <3 darling. Get well soon!
Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 19:11
March 25, 2007
Can't sleep.
Was lying in bed. Recollecting the events earlier. Then I had this urge to blog.
Thinking and thinking..thoughts flowing freely through my mind. And then, they stopped.
Went to visit my grandma and grandpa earlier. They were in different homes. Grandma was as cute as ever. She's getting weaker. As each day passes. Ageing. An inevitable process. She still loves sweet stuff. Lols. She remembered me. <3
Grandpa couldn't recognise me though.. He just couldn't rmb me. He was a part of my precious childhood. I really enjoy those days when he could still walk and argue. How he used to toss a dollar coin into our hands.. giving us money on top of the $ our parents gave us. He was nice. <3
My younger bro. As sickly as usual. Insufficient amt of rest and sleep. Can't really be bothered to nag at him coz my mum's nagging should suffice. He's tall now. Taller than me.
Daddy: See la you. Eat so little. How to grow lidat?
Kirt: No lohs..coz of the genes wad. And I eat a lot de lohs.. That's why I'm so fat. -_-
Daddy: Food intake also plays a part hor.
Kirt: Heck la. I'm happy with my height now anyway. =]
My elder bro. Still pai ka. [If tht's how you spell it.] Underwent a surgery to remove his in-grown toe nail. Tht surgery cost 1.4k! Wowness! Wonder how many clothes you can buy with that amt. >_> Hope his toe recovers soon. He's enlisting on 13th April, Friday. I'll get to sleep with didi during his NS period. Yayness! =D Can't wait to see how he looks without his hair. xD
Wm's still ill. Are those medicines working? Crap. When will he ever fully recover? T____T Finding it difficult to concentrate on my work. Gettin' a lil' diverted. Hmms. But I won't let it affect my studies. GET YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT KRIS! Yea. Wm's one of 'em. Lols.
Get well soon! Kaes. Mum just came in. Got a shock. Thought she was sleepin'. Forced me to switch the air con on. >_> Thx mummy anyway! <3
Shall try to enter la la land. Take care people! =]
Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 23:56
March 24, 2007
Kirt: Are my posts that sad?
Alvin & Yilin: YAR.
Kirt: -_-ll
Stayed overnight at Yilin's house last night; It was very last minute. Cause my oven DIED ON ME yesterday. T____T Couldn't bake the brownie. Had to rush to Yilin's house to borrow her oven. Thx Yilin for letting me use ur oven and stay overnight at your house. Your parents were great! Your cousin was tooo cute. xD
My dad. I could see he didn't want me to go to Yilin's house. He told me "We work so hard. At night..come home..still got these kind of commitments. Commitments are okay, but this kind of commitments are redundant. You're so inconsiderate."
I felt bad. Very. I know I'm in the wrong daddy. I was wilful. I didn't spare a thought for you and mummy. I promised him there will not be a next time. He was glad I understood. He told me not to make it a habit. I was relieved. Had a difficult time persuading my mum to let me stay at yilin's house though. But I got to stay in the end. I told her "this would be my first and last time this year".
This morning. wm went to see the doc again. Got me worried again. Been worrying abt him the whole night yesterday. Yilin's aircon was cold. It had power! Lols.. Wanted to go visit wm later. Told my mum. She said ok. She added "This year is your crucial year". She was reluctant to let me go. She told me daddy would call. I had this bad feeling. Nothing good will come out of the conversation with my dad.
My dad called. He forbade me to go. I was at a lost. I really wanted to visit him. Yilin and Alvin kor were goin' too. Why can't I go? I know daddy had my interests at heart. He told me not to be stupid. It's contagious. It's as if I'll get it and infect my whole family. He told me not to take stupid risks.
My heart told me to disobey my dad. It told me to defy his orders. I went along with it. Till my dad came. He was at potong pasir. Asked me if I was ready to leave Yilin's house. My brain ..told me rationally..to obey my dad. It was painful. There was only one me. I can't possibly satisfy both sides. I know wm doesn't want me to go visit him too... But I wanted to. Badly.
Ultimately. I had to find a balance between my brain and heart. Both organs are in the same body. I had to choose between one of them. I had to answer to my parents, and myself. I didn't want to upset my parents again. I couldn't let them down again. On the other hand, I wanted to make wm happy. Dilemma. Whatever it is, I've made the decision. That's why I'm here now.
Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 13:59
March 22, 2007
You made me cry again. I don't blame you. I was just so afraid..
Burdens, worries, anxiety. They're overwhelming.
Sports Day today. Utterly boring. I wonder how I managed to endure those 5 hours. The sun was bright. Scorching. I didn't get tanned. =(
CL training. Stressed out when my teacher announced for me to participate in another competition; which was gonna take place during the exam period. We were objecting. I think I was being darn annoying when I kept saying "No". Sorry lao shi. But phews. Due to the noise the 6 of us were makin', our Cca mistress negotiated with the 2 teachers. So only one team of three will be participating in the cross talk competition. We're gonna use the previous competition's script. No need to memorise. Yeahs.
Wasn't concentrating the whole day. Lost my focus. Too worried about you. Get well soon ya. Rest well. =]
My elder bro's birthday today; which coincides with my younger bro's friend's birthday, Kyra.
Happy birthday to you 2! <3
Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 22:05
Things really happen unexpectly. i was sick since yesterday, and i woke up around 10 plus today and went to the toilet with a blur state of mind and my stomach was aching .__. then suddenly after standing up i suddenly fell to the floor fainted in some sense hmm. lucky my mum came back in time bang open the door and started to wake mi up. after i fell i remember hearing 2 loud bang duno where the hell i bang myself into also lol anyway my mum was half frightened to death ahh sorry mum for makin u worry =\ sorry dear for makin u worry too =) ahh sorry to all whom i had made them worry =\
Later is gona be a tough time need to study for my cmaths sup paper tmr. have to work hard aiseh. jus nw my san gu came to visit mi lol the usual nagging came again haha but i'm glad she came to visit ^^ ahhh today have been a scary day for mi and my mum too lol. love ya mummy!! love ya too dear!! =D
_wm
dun worry neh i'm ok n_n
Muackss!!
.weiming
shouted at 20:14
March 21, 2007
An ordinary friendship I'll maintain. I don't wanna lose another friend. I don't want history to repeat itself. Again. Nothing is ever too late. Overlook the unhappiness. Forget every bitter moment that has passed. Dwelling on the past won't and can't change a single thing. Tomorrow will be a much better day for us. I choose to believe. =)
<3
I love this advert. xD
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And yet "yes".
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Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 22:21
March 20, 2007
Yoz 2nd post today. too bored till nothing to do =\ jus nw went off to tampines mall find doraemon alvin and yilin. then freaking hell alighted at the wrong stop then had to walk all the way to century square then. then met them, chat a while then went off to sch at 4 plus. reached the lecture hall around 4.30 then inside quite empty =X means nt alot of ppl fail haha. but at least gt around 30 like tat ba hmm. then after tat left the hall early cause the rest of the lecture are pretty craps then find wilson go off together. in the bus, alvin called then said they were goin off le so~~ i told wilson i nt goin tm then he there say PS! lol like as if i promised him to go tm like tat .___. anyways.. i alighted at the wrong stop again i was like =.= ahh then had to walk all the way again to the first 27 bus stop. reached home around 6 plus like tat slack on the sofa till 7 plus then online~~
_wm
missing you~
.weiming
shouted at 21:38
Today woke up later than usual cause yesterday had a long chat wif alvin doraemon and yilin~ we chat till 3.30 i think then msged alvin abt some stuffs =\ the conversation was interesting haha. gt scolded lots of time by my mum because i'm on the phone for too long. i'm on the phone wif baobei from 8plus like tat i think to 10 plus. then after tat group conver~ rox is getting more and more interesting as time goes by haha.
Have to go back to sch later for supp paper revision boring =\ no choice too hu call mi to fail tat darn subject haha alvin and yilin nw at tampines mall i think later after my revision goin to find them haha. so warm nw .___.
_wm
jia you!!
.weiming
shouted at 14:12
March 19, 2007
I don't like her anymore.
Well,.. I won't say I don't like her entirely. But,.. Afterall, she was once my best friend. Just last year... our relationship became very shaky. Wavered. It can never return to it's original state. 3 parties involved. We're not talking like we used to before. Only Amanda and I can communicate. Bella. Well. She got attached last year. She isn't straight. Her girlfriend isn't nice. She said my haircut sux. =( And that I was the one who began that haircut trend. Crap. -_- She's mean. Too straightforward? I don't know. I don't care.
Since the start of this year, Amanda & I have been discussing. Thoughtfully. She got pissed. I got pissed. Very pissed. Bella. Self absorbed into a world of her own. With her gf. Their world consists only of each other. They have eyes for only each other. Are all 'BGR's like that? I wonder. Self centeredness? Neglect? Is she enjoying the attention of someone showering affection over her?
I've sort of came to a realisation. Do I even exist in her world? I don't know. I don't wanna know. I don't care anymore. I don't even wanna answer her calls. Coz.. I know all she wants to talk about..would be homework. I feel used. There's only homework linking the both of us.
It's over.
Our once 'perfect' friendship. I can't communicate with her. It's difficult. Awkward. I've tried to salvage this relationship. But I feel that she's doing nothing at all to do likewise. I seriously have no more energy and time to bother about this dying relationship of ours.
She's still my friend though. Things can never return to what It used to be. Never.
-Kirt.
P/s: I'm fine. =]
.weiming
shouted at 21:31
March 18, 2007
Another day has passed. jus reached home nt long ago from daniel's house. having some small gathering at dan's house. jus nw walked wif alvin to the bus stop then went home luu tired @_@ today dear very sweet n_n. change my phone line to student plan le but need 4 workin days for it to activate =.=. bill gona boom again this mth =X haha.
Having someone to think of everynite, someone to care for and love is a good feelin. U are a smart and bright girl and i'm jus an average kuku person. dun blame yourself else i'll feel darn bad and guilty. my heart chose the wrong time. especially this year when u are havin an important examination. concentrate on your studies and focus =) i'll be your supportin pillar all the way i promise..
+U!!
_wm
love ya!
.weiming
shouted at 23:18
Ooh. I'm back home! In my very own room! Feel so..umm..glad. Earlier at Dan's house,..I was still missing home..my daddy and mummy. T_T
I've changed.
My rebellious side is surfacing. I'm beginning to rebel against my studies? Sometimes, I'm really not in the mood to study. Not at all. I used to be able to sit down and study for at least a few hours straight. Now.. My study mode seems to be deactivated all the time. Maybe due to the hols. Who knows? I don't. Hope everything returns back to normal tomorrow.
My parents are giving me too much freedom. It's overwhelming. Why can't they be more restricting? Like other parents? I'm not even 16. They should say "NO" when I wanna go out. Be it hanging out with my friends or guildmates. They are giving me pressure at the wrong time. When I'm really devoted to my books, they ask me to study more. When I'm not, they just let me go where ever I want. Too much freedom really sux.
I don't feel 'me' anymore. I seriously don't even know who I've became. I used to be the average nerd. Daydreaming almost all the time. Now. I think things are progressing too fast. Faster..Much faster. I've sort of evolved into .. the typical girl-next-door; immersed in the sweetness of being caressed by a guy. In the past, bf was never linked with me. It's gradually changing. Everything. So fast. I can't adjust. I love the feeling. But.. I'm beginning to lose myself in this. I need to find the real me back.
I'm sorry. I can only blame myself.
Focus.
-Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 21:49
March 17, 2007
O_O On the phone with wm now.. Lol. Just came back from my heaven. Actually, I didn't even go there. After dinner at Mos, My bros and I went around looking for the 'perfect' gift for my didi's her. First, we entered this gift shop. Some mmland gift shop I think. I normally don't notice the shop's name. .__. Anywaes, the three of us.. went in. And we saw the couple we saw earlier in that shop too. The guy looked like a normal 12 yr old kid while the gurl looked like the average 16 year old. So farnee. xD Ah ya.. we browsed through the whole shop. Saw some 'magic light' thingy. Came in several shapes - pig, elephant, panda, cat and dog. My bro wanted to buy the pig one for her.
Didi: But she likes pigs..
Kris: But it looks so..scary. And..evil. Later she can't sleep at night then you know. -_-
Korkor: Yea loh..so ugly. Buy the panda ma.
Kris: So black.. -.-
Didi: The cat looks so cute.
Kris: Buy that loh. But it's 25 bucks! And you both aint together yet.
Korkor: Yea. .___.
Didi: *diam diam*
Kris: Buy that soft toy voice recorder for her ma. Then you can record your voice. Every night, she'll be able to hear your voice to sleep neh.
Didi: -_-ll...haha?
Okaye. Then we left the shop empty-handed. My didi wanted to fold hearts last minute. I discouraged him. He has to give her the present by tomorrow. Fold hearts?!..I don't wanna see a panda didi tomorrow. So we headed to the shop opposite.
Korkor: My friend bought a $4oo dollar pair ..of diamond earrings for his gf - Gold somemore.
Kris: Siao a... >_>
Didi: Crazy. -_-
Korkor: Yea. That crazy ***tard.
Kae. Shall stop here.. Whatever I intend to blog will probably bore anyone. So I shall end here.
Dangerous mind concepts? Wonder if what I'm gonna say is considered as a DMC#1. I'm just so afraid my <3 may start to waver. This feeling of anticipating the fact that this bloody heart of mine will waver just sux. Preventing it from doing so sux even more. It's difficult..& tiring. Sometimes,..nothing really means something. Something I just can't say. Perhaps I don't have the courage to. Or.. I'm still thinking through it..carefully; before coming to the best decision. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Jealousy? I don't like that word. But it's an appropriate word. I don't know; Maybe it is..maybe..it's something more than that. Friends are a crucial part of everyone's life. I guess I should be more accepting. Letting go.. at the appropriate time may be the wisest. For everyone.
Loving someone doesn't necessarily mean keeping him/her by your side at all times. It's just too selfish. But it isn't wrong.
Escapism is worse than making the wrong decision.
-Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 18:50
Boo!! xD yesterday din have the chance to blog @_@ haha yesterday went out wif dear watch movie. the messengers. stupid crows haha lol as alvin said its pretty funny LOL also scary na haha he and yilin watched the 12++ one and we watch the 3 pm one haha. then after the movie went to e games find xiao ji, alvin and yilin haha. we watched a while then go take 2 coms jam jam for 30 mins + like tat only then went off luu haha. alvin and yilin also went off together wif us lol.
then we passed by starbucks then remembered doraemon said the recuiting haah then i and alvin go in apply then took quite long then when we went out dear gone le T__T sob.. then yilin's face was like .____. ok nvm then we decided to go dan's house lol reached his house around 7 plus i think we bought some food there also haha. then yilin left at around 8 or 9 i tink then i and alvin stayed till abt 11 30 cause alvin need to catch last bus. then we ran all the way to the bus stop then realised last bus at 1156 .___. sian diao run for fish lol waste energy haha then we chatted at the bus stop for around 25 mins then his bus came and i went off reached home around 12.15 i think then washed up and msged dear and wowness she replied @@ haha. kae ba goin jam lluuu buaiz~~ xD
sry neh dear neglected u alot yesterday >_< sorry T___T i feel so bad and guily =\ i promise i will nvr let u shed another tear for mi or i shall be struck by lightning and die a horrible death !! =) sorry neh T___T love ya x99^1314! Muacks!! gomene!!
_wm
T___T
.weiming
shouted at 14:15
March 16, 2007
Just swept the floor. As I was sweeping the floor earlier, something struck me hard. Are we still singing K later? Heh,..not that la... -__- Hmm.. Some kinda weird feeling just hit me. I asked myself: Is it gonna end soon? For some unexplainable reason, this question just sort of lingered in my mind. I just had this feeling that this special chemistry between us is gonna end somehow. I mean..it will definitely end. Depends on when it ends. Till death do us apart? Hope so. Nothing doesn't come to an end. Or should I say.. All good things do end. Everyone experiences the pain of separation. While all these thoughts run through my head, I bet you..that gip is still sleepin'. =P
At the end of this year, I'll be experiencing..loads of separation. With many awesome peeps. All of whom I've shared great memories with. It's gonna hurt a lot. But..it's a process I have to go through. I just hope you'll still be here to support me. Hope our relationship doesn't come to an end so soon..
And bearbear is still staring at the ceiling. Staring ain't good. The other bears are bigger sized than him. Hope he doesn't stare at 'em..I can't guarantee nothing will happen. =X Am I being lame? LOL. If Isabella were here, she would have said "So lame!" and give me that - -" face. .__. But she isn't here. Wahahahahaa.
-Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 11:13
March 15, 2007
Wooness! After..such a long long time..with the laggy internet connection making matters worse, I'm finally here! =D Thx darling for being so patient with such a chi dun me. =]
LOL. I just can't stop laughin'..for no special reason. Maybe coz it's after 10.. Am I getting high? O_O Wa la laaaaa`
Hmm..kae. Shall get started now. Today..Doraemon was talking to me. As usual, with all tht ''cheemology'' reasonings from him. It's just super confusing, difficult for me to understand at this age. But I believe, some day,..I'll be able to digest whatever he said earlier. Although I can't quite remember what he actually said. Hmm .__. I think,.. Everything he said..just bowed down to a simple sentence: Whatever you do, don't just do what others expect you to do [sry for the anti-climax, but zeny said i'm slow >=( ] .. Do what you, yourself, wanna accomplish. Of course, I know what he was trying to tell me..but he didn't have to go such a BIG round just to let me understand whatever he wanted me to conform to. Hmm, and..I told him.. I derive happiness from fulfiling what others expect of me. Letting them down is equivalent to letting myself down. Hate that when something like that happens. The feeling just..sorta..sux. But it's a great motivation. =) Pros and cons.
Everything has its pros and cons. Have you ever wondered, when you're in such [zeny is complaining abt me being so slow again.. T_T] anyway..as i was saying..Have you ever wondered why all those bad things seem to befall upon you..while..somewhere out there..on Earth or the moon, someone..is feelin' happy, overjoyed or jubilant? I told Doraemon.. That a person's joy..is always inadvertently built on another's sorrow. He said..it's a balance. How true. I've never thought of that. Hmm.. Doraemon..He's like..a guru. So full of cheem knowledge. I respect him..a lot. (Except when he starts to shoot me -___________-) But heck, he's a nice guy. No doubt. God made things happen for a reason. And he always tries to balance everything. Say.. Day and night. Girls and Guys. Maybe tht's why, some people always end up asking: Why must this to happen to me? Why not someone else?
In life, there's always the good and the bad. God is fair. He makes sure you have 50% of goodness in ur life; the other half would be the unpleasant. So don't complain. Don't be like Zeny. =P Kaeness. I shall stop calling him Zeny. WAHAHAA! =X
-Kirt.
.weiming
shouted at 23:11
baobei!! next time be guai ok n_n haha there is always a tmr de i promise u kae. =) *hugs* i noe u wan pei mi but u are tired neh aiseh~ n dun always say u nt tired worh can hear that u are tired neh >_< must take kare of yourself first kae. MUACKS!! love ya load dear!! n_n
_wm
loveya!
.weiming
shouted at 00:56
March 13, 2007
BOO!! xD jus reached home nt ago. ahhh so tired haha. jus nw went out to slack wif wil, lin, karhao and shyan. i bought one big 1.5litres of 7-up and 1 big bag of potato chips T___T 5.50. i'm broke nw .___. in the morning went to find job wif linda buttttt no job .__. all dun wan part-timers T___T sad sia then wan work ot cold storage and carrefour underage =.= sian diao zz.
Yesterday went out wif baobei dear ^^ haha met her at bugis since cant decide wher to go @_@ had dinner there she ate beef noodles while i watched LOL xD so farnee haha the in the end i go buy ice kachang to eat wakakaka! she eat darn slow seh =X shhhh xD then we saw some random kid in the foodcourt darn naughty sia there playing a fool lol. after eating went to cold storage buy chocos wooness haha. then homeee~ xD in the mrt also darn farnee gt 1 mother wif 4 kids haha so cute lor they all xD then baobei so farnee also many duno wad face then dun wan giv i see T___T then tat kid also follow her LOOL. haha zhong zhi is darn farnee xD. then alighted at yishun and wowness there is actually 965 at yishun mrt station haha. poor dear had to run wif mi to catch the bus sry neh >_<. haha then slept in the bus till reach home~~
Woootsss nwwwwwwww cannot jam .____. suddenly so noob T___T
_wm
take good kare of mi aka bear worh!!
MUACKS!!!! n_n
.weiming
shouted at 22:52
March 9, 2007
Booo!! xD tokin to baobei nw @_@ say my blog so dead so now come post lor haha today at home rot zzzz SHE SO MEAN T____T there suan mi then there laugh laugh =( haha she cute also na haha xP lol. nw eye so dry and pain >_< should be jam too much this few days liao zzz must rest @_@
_wm
love ya dear!!
MUACKS!!
.weiming
shouted at 23:02
March 5, 2007
Boooo~~!! xD woke up at 9 today ask mum something then went back to sleep lol. then slept till 12 plus i think xD woke up wash up o2!! wahaha jammed till 3 plus then watched tv till 4.30 then fall asleep while watching @_@ then woke up at 5.30 like tat watch tv agaiin xD after that o2!! lol i noe i darn bo liao haha. then jammed till 9 plus OH YA. rommy was alive after duno hw many mths @_@ haha then after tat called baobei chat haha she as usual sound so darn tired then make mi worry =\ aiyoooo next time tired jus go sleep jus like mi xD i noe u hardworkin but must also take kare of your health neh!! aiseh. tmr goin job hunt if i can find @_@ ok goin sleep early today for once xD buaiz~~
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love ya dear!!
MUACK!!
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shouted at 23:31
March 4, 2007
woooooo!! today a boring day~~ lol haha baobei dear jus went to sleep. aiseh she ah.. so tired still say nt tired haha sometimes cant stand her shhh~~ xD she's darn cute lol =P k anyways yesterday had some small rox outing. it was a target practice session for the admins .____. (ps to all rox admins~ WE ARE NT SOME ONION RINGS!!! fullstop~) the previous day went out wif linda~ she dragged mi out .____. LOL watch some stupid show norbit nt really tat funny =\ haha then on the way home chat abt a quite alot of things haha. linda ah too bad na i'm taken le and u cant snatch!! WAHAHAH! =P i only love my baobei dear nia ^^ then today went out in the morning go temple then go home SLEEEP~~ till abt 5.30 woke up go out eat wif uncle raymond and uncle ben @_@ then i go there carmen and berenice din come then i sian diao zz then there jus eat and listen to them tok lor haha
_wm
love ya baobei krist!!
MUACKS!!
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