March 17, 2007

O_O On the phone with wm now.. Lol. Just came back from my heaven. Actually, I didn't even go there. After dinner at Mos, My bros and I went around looking for the 'perfect' gift for my didi's her. First, we entered this gift shop. Some mmland gift shop I think. I normally don't notice the shop's name. .__. Anywaes, the three of us.. went in. And we saw the couple we saw earlier in that shop too. The guy looked like a normal 12 yr old kid while the gurl looked like the average 16 year old. So farnee. xD Ah ya.. we browsed through the whole shop. Saw some 'magic light' thingy. Came in several shapes - pig, elephant, panda, cat and dog. My bro wanted to buy the pig one for her.

Didi: But she likes pigs..
Kris: But it looks so..scary. And..evil. Later she can't sleep at night then you know. -_-
Korkor: Yea loh..so ugly. Buy the panda ma.
Kris: So black.. -.-
Didi: The cat looks so cute.
Kris: Buy that loh. But it's 25 bucks! And you both aint together yet.
Korkor: Yea. .___.
Didi: *diam diam*
Kris: Buy that soft toy voice recorder for her ma. Then you can record your voice. Every night, she'll be able to hear your voice to sleep neh.
Didi: -_-ll...haha?

Okaye. Then we left the shop empty-handed. My didi wanted to fold hearts last minute. I discouraged him. He has to give her the present by tomorrow. Fold hearts?!..I don't wanna see a panda didi tomorrow. So we headed to the shop opposite.

Korkor: My friend bought a $4oo dollar pair ..of diamond earrings for his gf - Gold somemore.
Kris: Siao a... >_>
Didi: Crazy. -_-
Korkor: Yea. That crazy ***tard.

Kae. Shall stop here.. Whatever I intend to blog will probably bore anyone. So I shall end here.

Dangerous mind concepts? Wonder if what I'm gonna say is considered as a DMC#1. I'm just so afraid my <3 may start to waver. This feeling of anticipating the fact that this bloody heart of mine will waver just sux. Preventing it from doing so sux even more. It's difficult..& tiring. Sometimes,..nothing really means something. Something I just can't say. Perhaps I don't have the courage to. Or.. I'm still thinking through it..carefully; before coming to the best decision. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Jealousy? I don't like that word. But it's an appropriate word. I don't know; Maybe it is..maybe..it's something more than that. Friends are a crucial part of everyone's life. I guess I should be more accepting. Letting go.. at the appropriate time may be the wisest. For everyone.
Loving someone doesn't necessarily mean keeping him/her by your side at all times. It's just too selfish. But it isn't wrong.

Escapism is worse than making the wrong decision.

-Kirt.

.weiming
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