March 15, 2007

Wooness! After..such a long long time..with the laggy internet connection making matters worse, I'm finally here! =D Thx darling for being so patient with such a chi dun me. =]

LOL. I just can't stop laughin'..for no special reason. Maybe coz it's after 10.. Am I getting high? O_O Wa la laaaaa`

Hmm..kae. Shall get started now. Today..Doraemon was talking to me. As usual, with all tht ''cheemology'' reasonings from him. It's just super confusing, difficult for me to understand at this age. But I believe, some day,..I'll be able to digest whatever he said earlier. Although I can't quite remember what he actually said. Hmm .__. I think,.. Everything he said..just bowed down to a simple sentence: Whatever you do, don't just do what others expect you to do [sry for the anti-climax, but zeny said i'm slow >=( ] .. Do what you, yourself, wanna accomplish. Of course, I know what he was trying to tell me..but he didn't have to go such a BIG round just to let me understand whatever he wanted me to conform to. Hmm, and..I told him.. I derive happiness from fulfiling what others expect of me. Letting them down is equivalent to letting myself down. Hate that when something like that happens. The feeling just..sorta..sux. But it's a great motivation. =) Pros and cons.

Everything has its pros and cons. Have you ever wondered, when you're in such [zeny is complaining abt me being so slow again.. T_T] anyway..as i was saying..Have you ever wondered why all those bad things seem to befall upon you..while..somewhere out there..on Earth or the moon, someone..is feelin' happy, overjoyed or jubilant? I told Doraemon.. That a person's joy..is always inadvertently built on another's sorrow. He said..it's a balance. How true. I've never thought of that. Hmm.. Doraemon..He's like..a guru. So full of cheem knowledge. I respect him..a lot. (Except when he starts to shoot me -___________-) But heck, he's a nice guy. No doubt. God made things happen for a reason. And he always tries to balance everything. Say.. Day and night. Girls and Guys. Maybe tht's why, some people always end up asking: Why must this to happen to me? Why not someone else?

In life, there's always the good and the bad. God is fair. He makes sure you have 50% of goodness in ur life; the other half would be the unpleasant. So don't complain. Don't be like Zeny. =P Kaeness. I shall stop calling him Zeny. WAHAHAA! =X

-Kirt.

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