April 30, 2007

Dead tired. Math can kill if your brain is too freaking clogged up and yet, you're trying to process those logical reasonings in 'em. Uh. I mean. Your brain cells. X______X

9 more days till the last paper. Physics. Really need to buck up on my phy seh. Suddenly, I feel so unprepared. X_x

5 more days till celebration at Vivo + cheesecakebakingday. Parents' birthday. =D
7 more days till mummy's birthday. =D
8 more days till daddy's birthday. =D
9 more days till I can meet darling. Hopefully. X_x
9 more days till dinner at Vivo's marche. =D
10 more days till shopping spree at orchard & marina. *window shopping* =DD
11 more days till Isabella's birthday
12 more days till Saturday. Live everyday like a saturday.
13 more days till mother's day. =D

Gosh. Counting down makes me motivated. But b4 that, I need sleep.
Happy May day. =)
> Tears can never measure love. Stress, perhaps. [Actions.]

Kirt: Yo. Wassup dude?
Van: The ceiling lah you stupid.
Kirt: Wah..so cold...

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:42


April 29, 2007

Woooo! dear kept bugging mi to blog and tata~ =P haha pretty annoyed when she kept say nothing .___. ahh but hu cares. shes mine!! haha. she burnt chocos today =X shhh~ shes so cute haha.

sch tmr boring~ think of projects ._____. die.ed. eating hello panda nw~ ok darn random =.= ahh dear nw spammin in msn @_@ and my dad and mum bugging mi zzz. ahhh shall let dear continue the rest of today's post~ xD

_wm
*hugs*

.weiming
shouted at 21:04


April 28, 2007

Yoyo. Today was seriously a humanities day. Mugged like hell. But it was fun I guess. Sometimes, studying can be quite enjoyable. No? Heck. It's part of one's life anyway.

Cousin's birthday celebration today. The cake was cute. Had a key and a lock at the bottom of it. No pic though. He turns 21 on 2nd of May. Whee la la. Oh. And my elder bro's back from camp. His hair's nice. He's tanned. He looks old. LOL. And he shocked me when he ..

Bro: Why you post my pic on your blog?
Kirt: Oh. I did?

Bro: Don't jia jia loh..

Kirt: How'd you know? -_-

Bro: I can back track de kae..

Wth. Ok then. Didn't expect him to even visit this blog. And I thought a lot during the bus journey to Pasir ris. 1 hr ride. Negative thoughts. Not exactly though. So many people don't want certain things to end right? Then.. they shouldn't have even begun. And for once, I really felt that there shouldn't have been a beginning. I don't know why. It came just.. so naturally. Like what my mum told me.. Keep your options open. Bio-engineering for food? Options. I just could not control. I should have been more... aware of my limits.

I shouldn't be going, or have gone so far. What's wrong with me? I don't want to be enjoying this for the sake of enjoying.

?forthesakeofattention?

I don't know. Maybe it's true. Maybe it isn't. Maybe there's something deeper. If there really exists such a deeper hidden emotion, why can't I feel it? It's blurred. Vague. Not clear cut enough for me. I just can't help but doubt my own feelings.

Will it appear and surface? Or will it just die within me and disintegrate? Time will tell.

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:31


April 27, 2007

Eii~ being bugged to blog =P haha dear so fierce one =X today went sch starts at 9 am then dad fetch mi to sch. reach sch pretty early then meet wilson ahma and her fren. then after a while we all went to class then at mushroom there met linda @_@ kan jian gui =X haha jokin then chat wif her a while then went to seminar.

met wilson choo at it sch then we went wrong lecture hall chisin~ stupid la him tell him lt 13 he go lt 12 =.=.. then in the end reach lt 13 all full then had to sit on the stairs. the seminar wad interesting but getting borin towards the end.

dismissed at 12.30 like tat then i went home alone then met zhen hong at the 27 bus stop. then went i reached my stop i was still sleepin @_@ lucky zh woke mi up lol thx~ xD goin bing hui's house tmr collect com~ lol nw chatting wif dear and she is like 'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!" for duno wad =.=. lol weirdness haha. love ya! MUACKS!! n_n

_wm

.weiming
shouted at 21:41


April 26, 2007

Shall keep those threatening-to-surface problems till after the exams. When I shall be more clear headed to think through all of 'em I hope. Maybe..they would have died by then. Can't wait for that.

I'm excited! Exams are near!

I'm living each day as if they were useless. The arrival of yesterday means a day closer to the exams. Starting this coming wednesday till the following wednesday. Love it. Love how the sch plans the exams.

Let's try to predict what will happen in the future. I envision this. I think it will happen. It's not something to be happy about. It'll just come and go. Be part of my memory, never to fade.

Heck. Now. Today. Mr Chan, my physics teacher was so darn funny as usual. We were doing our physics workout, some assesment. Then he took almost 10 minutes to explain one Qn. After that, he said:

"Wa. So tiring. No wonder this is called physics workout."

Funny guy.
He's a sniper in the army.
He's a great phy teacher.
He's short. =X

`Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 20:55


April 25, 2007

Woots~ back from sch. today is a darn dumb day. lesson from 8 to 9 finish then go sch less than an hour then went home sian diao. nw maple maintainance even more sian. then no o2 bloody hell even sian-er. tmr will be a darn long day 8 to 6 @_@ wish time will pass faster~ hmm.


A smile from you can bring smiles to anyone
Every night someone thinks of you before goin to sleep
You mean the world to someone
Without you someone may not be here today
You are special and unique in your own way
When you make a mistake something good comes from it
When you think the world has turn its back on you
Take a better look
Its more likely you turned your back on the world
When you think you dun have the chance to get something
You probably wun get it
Remember complements and forget rude remarks
Always tell someone how you feel then they'll know
Dun keep things to yourself
And stop saying nothing (seems familiar hmm)
*hugs*

_wm

.weiming
shouted at 10:27


April 24, 2007

Promise dear i'll blog~ tata! blogged xD =P

_wm

.weiming
shouted at 23:14

Whee la la~


My didi looks as if he wants to kill the photographer.


My kor kor is sooooo kawaiii. =D

Pictures are nothing but sheer memories. =]

<3 Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 21:34


April 23, 2007

Poverty reduces the population's capacity to use resources in a sustainable manner because they are forced to forgo the needs of the future to meet the needs of the present...

I don't want us to become like them. It's gonna break everything. Sometimes, I really feel as if I'm talking to all my soft toys. No response. I know they wanna speak but they just can't. Lol? I'd rather be alone. Being with someone who can speak but doesn't use this mechanism adequately is far more lonely. It makes me shut up.
I can't help but say nothing. Sorry. I can't even be sure if you're really there.
And there's no link. Yes I know. I'd rather use words to communicate. The mood's fluctuating.

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 21:56


April 22, 2007

I'M LIVING MY DECISIONS.

MY LIFE FEELS SO WRONG AND WEIRD. SINCE LIFE IS BUILT FUNDAMENTALLY ON DECISIONS, ARE MY PAST DECISIONS WRONG? I HAVE NO REGRETS WHATSOEVER. HONESTLY. IT IS THAT EVERY SMALL, INSIGNIFICANT DECISION EVERY DAY WHICH BUILDS MY CHARACTER. AND THE NUMBER OF DECISIONS MADE JUST GROWS.. UNTIL THEY BECOME A PART OF YOU. THEY ARE IRREVERSIBLE. THOSE LITTLE STEPS. THOSE WORDS WHICH CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH. EVERY TURN. THEY'RE ALL DECISIONS. DECISIONS WHICH ULTIMATELY DETERMINE WHO I AM TO BECOME.

AND NOW. I'M LIVING THE CONSEQUENCE OF THEM. I'VE MADE THE DECISION TO THINK, THINKK, AND THINKKK. AND I'M IMMERSED IN UNHAPPINESS. CONSEQUENCE #1. I'M NOT UPSET. JUST NOT HAPPY EITHER. THINKING TOO MUCH DOESN'T REALLY HELP. ESPECIALLY IF THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU AND YOUR THOUGHTS JUST START FLOWING. IT MAKES YOU THINK OF UNREALITIES.

THEN. YOU GET YOUR EMOTIONS GOING STRONG. AND BE CAREFUL. THEY AREN'T POSITIVE. I SHALL STOP MY THOUGHTS NOW. 1.52PM.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO DIFFERENT FROM WHAT I HAD ENVISIONED?

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 14:06

Yoshh! com came back yesterday~ only changed hhd .__. waitin for my dad to come back this wed then doraemon can help mi build new com. this few days without my com darn sian sia. dear has been stressed up this whole week =(

sch's startin tmr. hope this year would be a better year haha.

i blogged=P
i always here for you to share your troubles
dun keep everything to yourself kae
it hurts alot =(
*hugs*

_wm

.weiming
shouted at 13:15


April 21, 2007

It was an awfully random day. Was it meant to be that way? Is it even supposed to be like that? That alone, is enough to crash my mood. Totally. And I'm reminded of it almost every day.

I declare;

THIS HORRENDOUS WEEK IS OVER. *AMEN*

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 18:20


April 20, 2007

Sudddenly, I feel so sick and tired of life. Of everything. Of those little things that may have passed your mind and are forgotten. Am I fussy or are you not thoughtful enough? Friends. I have to conceal those thoughts. Cautiously. Today was kinda eventful though. I thought I would be dead tired to blog.. but I just needed to say something.

Suchafreak is kinda blunt with his words.

Today is meant to be a happy day. It signals the end of this packed and supposedly screwed up week. The few joyful events today are shadowed after careful reflection. I don't feel happy anymore. It's like..Oh.. Bella and I were talking like usual friends. We laughed, joked and gossiped. Our team got into the finals. The rehearsal today went fine. So what? It doesn't matter much to me anymore. What matters more is ..

I shan't divulge the details. Not as if they're a secret or whatsoever. I'm drained. Anyway, Happy first month kor and yilin. =) Enjoy.

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:45


April 19, 2007

This horrible horrible horrible week is gonna end soon;
And you didn't blog. =((
Suffering from pre-exam and competition stress. God I'm tired.

`kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:18


April 16, 2007

Okaye. Gonna sleep soon I guess. X_X
Today..passed faster than I thought. Sigh.. I hope this week ends soon. SOON. Then hopefully, everything becomes more peaceful.

Went to meet darling today.. Didn't know his skin was acting up. eek. Still came out. Tsk. Wanna infect me right? =P Nah..jk. Thx for coming out to pei me though. I really appreciate it. But you shouldn't have came out. Rest more neh.. And hor, next time, give me the alcohol to drink ma. Aiseh. *shakes head*

Okaye. Went to Mustafa today. That place is so carefree and natural. Away from the confinement of home and school. Now that's life. Couldn't find the wig though. Ended up buying muruku for mummy. It tasted quite nice. =D

Then. Darling pei me to potong pasir's Macs. He wouldn't leave me alone. Grr. >_> Daddy came. And a series of unfortunate events just followed. Sorry darling. All my fault. T_T I know that they don't really approve of this. Maybe it's because I didn't tell them straight. But nothing's stable yet, no? But I believe, if this is what I want, they'll let me be. They have my interests at heart. I know that.

Oh. And I think she's completely lost faith and trust in me. So be it. I feel very bad. I should have told her personally at first. Another person who has lost hope in me; due to my actions. No wait. Due to my lack of initiative. But I stay firm on the fact that I'm not to be blamed for all this. She was never there. Ah wells. Everyone in CL is kinda bs with her.

'kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:36


April 15, 2007

Okaye. Went to Yilin's house today. Did one specimen paper of A math. Actually..only three quarts. =X The rest; I haven't been taught. I love Yilin's bed and air con! =D Yilin sure loves baking.

And I've found out. I don't go well with peppermint. I mean my taste buds. I love mint. But somehow, peppermint..is..errr..err...hmm. Not my cup of mint. =X No more peppermint green tea darling. The pearls stay though. =P

Ohs. Lunch. LJS. Darling couldn't finish his food. Tsk. I had to help him eat his fries and fish. Tsk. =P

And yea. Gomene darling. For making you go down to look for me in yilin's neighbourhood. ._. I think I made you angry. X_X Sorry.. >_<
Talking to lamer now. He's online. No wait. I'm online. And I'm slow. .__. He has to leave in 5 mins. Gotta book in. Gosh. I want t3h china server T_T Met littlefish and harddance just now in O2.

fish: ZENY!!
Kirt: I'm not zeny. -.-
fish: o.o
Kirt: -_-...ELLO. =D

Hmms. My mid years commence this week. Languages.

Thurs> English. Compre paper only. With an additional situational writing. DIE.
Friday> HCL. Cross talk competition. Hope we don't get into the finals. Pray hard: NO. I really wish we won't qualify even though we put up our best. GOD NO.
Saturday> SYF. Hope we can get a silver. Our first time participating this year. GOD YES.
Music aint helping me. I can't sink into the world of pleasant melodies like before..
This week is so gonna suck. Every week until june is gonna be darn packed. Bad. Bad. BAD.
I hope I won't wake up MYLH tomorrow. X_X GOD NO. I dread tmr. Seriously.

'kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 20:59


April 14, 2007

I don't like being at home now. NOW. Crap. What can I do? Nothing. My mum didn't relent. Although my dad allowed me to take a bus from the stadium to wherever I pleased. Ughhhhh! And my mum didn't even allow me to bake!! *takes a slow deep breath*
I'm always here. Just not physically.
Chatting with Yilin over msn now. Real agitated. GRRRRR. *calms down* Everything's gonna be fine.
I feel so freaking confined at home. I know! I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. From losing my night life. Ughs. Sometimes, music can't even help. This is when it's really bad.
Sorry dear. Abt yesterday. I shouldn't have doubted my feelings. I have faith in you. Just not in myself.
Sighing ain't bad for health kae. It helps to purge that bit of pressure stifling you kae. UGH. I wanna sing K. Mummy said go down and sing. NO WAY DUDE. The system downstairs sux. Completely. Though the room is nice. Bleh. >_> I wanna shop!! I need to get a bag for mummy. Her birthday's coming. So is daddy's. ArGHHH. T__________T
Felt really insecured yesterday. Perhaps, I was cocked up by sch stuff. Big time. X_X
Now. Yesterday was scary. Sent my bro off. NS. Ugh. Didn't see him botak. T_T Ah wells. Could see that my da sao was very sad.. T_T She really misses him. T_T Heck. Good luck kor. =X And the whole 4 hrs at tekong was kinda boring. >_> Okaye. Back to today. Was with wm for only one short hour. With jie for only 15 mins. T_____________T .. AHssssss. Insufficient quality time. Ugh. Hmms. We'll meet again. Real soon. =)
Promise me to hold tightly onto my hand,....and heart. If you're tired, let go. I will never blame you for whatever outcome at the end. *hugs*
;Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 20:08


April 13, 2007

PC goin dead soon~ =( haiz. yesterday gt some stupid virus nn w can manage to clear all. guess few more days my com will die on mi. nw cant even run msn running maple and o2 also gt problem. files corrupted programs cant run zz.
dear whr are you.. i need u T___T
feelin very down nw haiz. no mood to do anything else.
i'm missing u badly. i need a hug nw =(
my stupid com is nw sending things out zz firewall disable by the stupid virus also damn.

_wm
no matter wad happens .
i'll always be with you .
i love you .
*hugs*

.weiming
shouted at 15:07


April 12, 2007

Negativity > positivity

It suddenly dwelled on me..

Do true friends leave you alone and disappear even if you yourself want to be alone? Do they just let you do something all by yourself even if they were part of the team?

Oh Craps.

During training today, when the 3 of us told our cca mistress..IF we were lucky enough to get into the finals, we wouldn't be able to attend the finals. We were going overseas, for conference/immersion programme. Then, she spent like half an hour lecturing us..

T: Why didn't you tell me you wouldn't be able to make it?
Kirt thinking to herself: I told the trainer. He overlooked it. He didn't even process it. He didn't even care. Is he that blinded by pressure or winning?
T: You know. The three of you are wasting the sch's money and the trainer's time.
K: Yea. Who doesn't know. But..nobody told us about the details. You adults just compelled us to go for that freaking competition. You wanna win. Make the sch proud. Save your own face? The previous failure is still lodged in your mind and heart eh? I don't know. Is it because of money? Is it because of the fact that you don't know how to account for this huge sum of cash? Craps.
T: You 3 snatched the other members' chances of gaining an experience.
K: As if we wanted to join. YOU pple forced us to. Did we even have a say? NO. Thanks lady.

Ah wells. The whole conversation was abt our cca mistress reiterating: You know. The three of you are wasting the sch's money and the trainer's time. And.. The 3 of us were like..so bs [bu shuang] with her. I know we wasted resources kae. But.. how can you shift all the blame to us? Crap. Is it really our fault? Well, maybe. What's done cannot be undone. No point dwelling on history. Solutions are what we need now.

It was a bad day. Another one.

'kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 23:46


April 11, 2007

Does reality hurts? Hmm. it depends ..

U were in a fantasy world and u suddenly. waking up realising its only a dream.
Tat would be sad~

U were being chase by some random monster. waking up realising its only a dream
Tat would be a relieve~

U were all alone in the future world no one else but u. waking up realising its only a dream
Tat would be sad + after effect happy that u are not alone

So does reality hurts?~ hmm it really depends on you..
gomene. i wun think and ask too much le. *hugs* n_n

Back to topic~ lol woke up pretty late today 12++ @_@ cause maple patching till 2.30 lol then went to jam till 3 plus then maple!! lol. then mapled for abt 1 hour nia then went to watch tv. then around 7 went out to meet wilson to crap then yh came then 9+ lilin and kh came =.= found some void deck then sat down there crap~

reached home around 9.50 then washed up and tata bloggin nw.
you are my one and only . ily <3>

_wm

.weiming
shouted at 22:10

Realisations. Does reality hurt? All the time?

R1: For the sake of realisation, I've realised she doesn't really need me anymore. May be a good thing. A burden less for me. I hope.

R2: For the sake of realisation [during CME], I've realised that failures are a step to success. More failures mean the closer you are to success.

R3: For the sake of realisation, I've realised it's a chore to lift your spirits - even if it's just that 1% - when your mood just crashes.

R4: For the sake of realisation, I've realised that it's kinda kiasu to continue this routine daily > after sch, home, dinner, bath, study, sleep. Mr Tang is right. That's pretty extreme. You may reach your optimum performance at the wrong time. Then. Die loh.

R5: For the sake of realisation, I've realised that I've started to hear the wrong things from the wrong people at the wrong time. This seriously sux.
Pls don't do this to me anymore.
R6: For the sake of realisation, I've realised that beginning a sentence with For the sake of realisation, I've realised.... is utterly boring.

R7: If all these realisations occur within me at the same time, it would lead to self-destruction. Lol.

R8: 悟 is a great character.

R9: All those realisations mean nothing. Unless action is taken.
Today's not a gd day. I'll crash soon. Thinking requires energy ya know. Too tired to think, but it's a subconscious thing. Being alone should help, more or less.
;Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 20:58


April 10, 2007

Went to alvin's house today~ more details pls visit alvin's or yilin's blog~ should have info abt today LOL!!

_wm
take good kare of yourself ok .
try to focus and concentrate otherwise i'll feel bad .
dun think too much le kaes nothing bad will happen de .
think too much will self destruct @_@ . lol
i'll be with you till time ends~
dun worry neh =)
wm will be there for u always de!!
love ya kristyn!!
*hugs*

.weiming
shouted at 23:51

Hi.










idontknowidontknowijustdont!
;Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:22


April 9, 2007

Neo is the prefix for new. Wowness.

Anyway. War is evil. And evil has no sense of direction. It attacks even the kindest. Loved ones reach for hands they can no longer touch & listen to voices they can no longer hear. Maybe that's how hallucinations are derived from.

Kaes. English prelim oral today was screwed up badly, totally, absolutely. BY ME. Craps. Too many distractions. Only have myself to blame. For sucking so badly at my pronounciations. I could have been more expressive. Great comments from my examiner. Love her. Thx Mrs Low. =]
FOCUS. I am. Just need time to adjust.
*EMPHASIZES* ADDICTION IS A STEP CLOSER TO SELF DESTRUCTION.

;kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 21:17


April 8, 2007

Free pizza today!! shall explain later in my post xD met kris yilin alvin and dooraehmon at hougang mall for dinner. but before tat i was wif my parents till 6 plus. k met kris first then dooraehmon came duno where the hell he walkin to in the first place. then alvin and yilin came. then decided on wad to do and eat. then in the end went to yilin's house order pizza to eat. lol. before tat went to ntuc bought some drinks to her house haha. the 2 drunkyards bought alcohol drinks =.=.

reached yilin's house then FREE PIZZA!! YEA!! cause the pizza we ordered came after 1 hour 50 mins. then in the end we din have to pay LOL and dooraehmon was darn mean haha he go zhen the person who sent the pizza more details u may visit yilin's blog to see LOL!! then we happily ate the free pizza then around 9 plus kris had to go then i was stuffing the pizza into my mouth and chase after her @_@ MY ROOT BEER!! T_______T lol haha nvm she more important xD took bus 82 to sengkang then changed 965 to yishun

reached yishun at 10.25 like tat then walked her home~ piggyback-ed her for some distance then shaking her around LOL!! she was almost screaming @_@ geez i'm so mean xD reached her home gave her a big hug and went off le T__T miss her so much >_<.

went home alone. taking the correct side of the bus stop nw haha. reached home around 11.30+ bathe then went online. tested out tat mic i bought then its aok! nice haha. dear ko-ed liao .___. ahhhh i also go ko liao xD buaiz~

_wm
if time freezes when we are together it'll be perfect ..
i wan to hug u in my arms forever nvr letting go ..
i'm always afraid i'll lose u ..
it'll be an impact too hard to bear ..
i love you .. <3

.weiming
shouted at 00:29


April 7, 2007

Ahs. Home sweet home. Just bathed. Shiok.
Bad news, bad bad news and a piece of gd news?

Grounded. Officially.

Mummy: Why so late? So worried ya know..
Kirt: owh.. *explains abt the pizza incident at yilin's house*
Mummy: Can you concentrate more?
Kirt: *feels mum is pissed* Okaye. I won't go out at night anymore.
Mummy: Anymore? Make sure you don't.
Kirt: Yea I won't. [And I was just beginning to enjoy my night life; guess that'll have to wait.]

********************Part 2.********************

Mummy: Your friend sent you home ah?
Kirt: Yea.
Mummy: Weiming?
Kirt: Yea.
Mummy: You know..don't give him the wrong impression. When a guy sends a girl home..........
Kirt: *laughs*; *cough*

Kaes. Enough. Good news. I'm finally reverting back to my own self. Nah. Nothing to revert back. I was darn hell focused after wm recovered kae.
I didn't have to worry. I didn't miss him as much too. =P
And I wouldn't have gone out if I hadn't done my part; revision. I'm like..1/4 through my revision for mid-years. *Sigh*... Mummy wants me to concentrate on my studies. They're more impt. Am I not focused enough? Competitions, mid years, conference & Mum's constant "Concentrate more. Studies are more important" are draining me.

Yes I know they are very impt. But studies are merely A PART of your life. Experience forms the bulk, I believe. We live...

To discover how stupid and insignificant we are.
To experience pain and separation.
To experience failures which make some pple stronger and others crippled.
To experience the feeling of having stabbed in the back.
To experience death.

*******************************
And of course, to discover and experience O2jam. =)

Craps. My new principle stands firm:
In the midst of working hard for your future, enjoy & cherish life.

I mean. Why do pple work so hard? Why do pple study the hell outta their brains?
Ans; To lead a good life later. In near future. Earn loads of money. To support your family. Live to see ur grand kids. Then wait for death? A perpetual cycle. Everyone goes through that. So wht is it which makes your life different from the rest? I don't intend to find out. Hardly any time to do so.

*Where's my Bio book?*

GET A LIFE. Manipulate time. Hah.. I don't manipulate. =P
Thx for sending me home. =) Really wished time would just freeze. Home means books. Tons of them. What a life. I lead. I love my life. yli. <3
;kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 23:29

Yesterday was a high day. =D
I was on "ecstacy" from 8 till..8.20 I guess. X_X
Nah. Just excited and darn high. Got my canto mixed up as usual >_>
Darn pai seh lohs. Mou si gan3. When it's supposed to be mou si gan1. -__________-

And they kissed! Brave vis kor! WAHAHA. XD
[luckily I ran fast. @_@! If not..god knows wht doraemon would do to me. -_-]
Hmms. The bus ride home was..umm..ok. ._.ll I was literally wearing a jacket when it wasn't even cold. >_> So warm. =P Now, one more girl to target in rox. Get her a bf? Think she's capable of finding one herself. >_> But, if she gets booted out of rox, then, doraemon has nothing to worry le. Mission accomplished. Haven't talked to her yet though. But my impression of her aint gd. No[ness. Lols. Is she on the path to self-destruction? @_@!! Heck. xD
You're like my jacket. Mobile jacket. n_n And stop crackin' ur fingers. >_> Heck. yli. *hugs*
;Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 12:55


April 6, 2007

Jus came back. jus nw sending jie off at the airport lol. in the morning woke up pretty early then went out at around 1.30, met chin hong at hougang station then passed him the printed things that alvin wanted. then went to serangoon to meet alvin (ps: diff alvin) then went to douby together.

reach douby at around 2 ++ then found sarah and mich jie inside bunk. after tat went to find dooraehmon at arcade lol. then kris came not long after ^^ then derrick came also lol. then went to long john eat. then went back to douby again. dooraehmon, alvin and derrick went arcade then sarah mich jie kris and i went to starbucks tok craps. we crapped alot think for quite long then the guys came then we went off to changi.

reached the airport and went to SWENSEN!! YEA!! ice cream!! xD but theres a long queue =.= then we waiting then korrie sms-ed mi said he reached then kris and i went to fetch him haha. he was wif his fren. mich jie doesn't really noe korie is comin haha then so funny jie bei xia down when she saw korie haha.

finally in swensens. we all ordered 2 earthquake. haha so funny earthquake till link to o2jam haha then i played earthquake using my phone then all there laugh badly haha. then after eating finish kris use cherry stock made a knot using her tongue then all was amazed @_@ haha. then i also tried to make a knot then first try unsucessful =( then second try SUCCESS!! YEA!!

then after eating we went to roam abt and crapped haha. then the 4 admins had something up their sleeves~~ shall nt elaborate futher =P haha. then kris left the scene then i followed her. in the end walked to the bus interchange haha. then din see mich jie off~ =\

boarded the bus 858 i think @_@ then slept almost throughout the journey haha. kris is so nice to hug =P xD. then alighted and i walked her home. then when i was walkin back to the bus stop a 965 passed mi then i was like OMG!! theres actually 965 here and i din noe. lucky tat 965 passed mi jus in time then i saw haha.

then i went to explore where the 965 came from then i found the bus stop yea!! next time kris wun nag at mi for sendin her home. then waited 20 mins for the bus then i realised i wan on the wrong side .___. then cross the road waited another 15mins for the stupid bus to arrive then finally board aiseh.

reached home at around 10.30 then went to bath then tata!! i'm here xD tokin to kris nw =\ she sounds so tired nor and her stomach dun feel well =( must be something she ate jus nw T___T ahhh so worrying >.< buggin her to sleep nw. hopes she gets better soon. ahhhh T___T


_wm
a big tight hug is nice ^^
dun fall sick neh T___T
must take kare ok ..
love ya loads!!

.weiming
shouted at 23:28


April 4, 2007

Phew. Don't feel as tired today. So here I am. =D
Obsession is a step closer to self destruction.
Burnt charcoal today. Finally did something about my project. Kinda feel relieved. =]
But, Thx to Isabella, my whole pencil case and diary are like..reeking badly of smoke. Stinking up my whole room, clogging my entire respiratory system. Ughs. X_X

Can't wait for tmr. It means another day closer to Friday. I love Fridays. This Friday is highly anticipated. By me! Whees~ But before that, Daddy's coming home tmr. With my carton of mint mentos!! WAHAHAA! xD

Kinda stressed out lately. Prelim oral is like..uh..next week. Monday. Have to start speaking proper England. Hmms. Mid years. Can feel the heat from my friends. Until today, when I'm more clear about what I want. My goal. Prelims & Os. Not Mid years. So.. I gave myself more space to breathe. Thank god.
Is this really love?
*Hugs jie, yilin and sarah jiejie n_n*
;Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 22:47

Cleaning dust off my blog~~ haha quite long din blog le must blog or else someone not goin to blog again =.= haha jus came home not long ago went to compass point buy some stuffs. today darn funny. met alot of ppl after staying at home for almost 2 weeks. first person i met at compasspoint was my cousin she was still in her sch u at 7++ with her classmates i suppose. then said hi then went to wait for you jun then outside the mrt station i met jun lum. haha suprise to see him there lol. then met bel outside 7 eleven i'm even more surprise to see her there.

went down to cold storage cause you jun still at hougang plaza =.= when he told mi he is 2 stops from cp feel like killing him lol. then met yi bing there then i was like omg what day izzit today met so many ppl. singapore is such a small place. haha. then ordered the pizza after goin to cold storage. ahhh suxs the meji milk is sold out in cold storage too dam itt!! =X

then finally you jun came. met him at comic connection stayed in there for abt 10 mins then there crapping around then we bought our stuffs then head down for pizza hut to collect my pizza!! yea!! finally gt pizza to eat. ^_^ then walked with youjun to my house de bus stop there. while walking we laughed real hard cause we tok abt something darn funny haha .

finally reached the bus stop then the bus came wowness so jun haha. then amazingly i saw sofia in the bus then i was really OMG!! WHAT DAY IZZIT TODAY HUH? haha. then walked home then OMG!! saw my bro's tuition teacher then i was really .__________. haha tokin to kris nw she sound so dead =X ahhh she's sleepy but she keep say nt sleepy aiyo she ahh haha sometimes shou bu liao da haha. but hu kares~ i dun mind haha. love ya kristyn!! MUACKS!! xD

_wm

.weiming
shouted at 22:14


April 1, 2007

DOWN.
Suddenly, all the problems seem to have resurfaced. Or am I being paranoid? Because of? No reason. Case dismissed.


Empathy evoked? Could be. All those things happening around me.. Why do you all think this way? It could just very well be your subconscious thoughts. Although I know there's some truth to them. Try to overcome the pessimists in yourselves kae.
I'm always here if you need me, jie; lin.
As for you, you'll realise it some time. Or perhaps,..ignorance is bliss. Just let nature take its course. I guess I'm thinking too much again. Ah wells. The feeling is not as strong as b4. Which is a good thing. I'll let it run free & wild after my last paper. <3
;Kirt.

.weiming
shouted at 14:06