April 7, 2007

Ahs. Home sweet home. Just bathed. Shiok.
Bad news, bad bad news and a piece of gd news?

Grounded. Officially.

Mummy: Why so late? So worried ya know..
Kirt: owh.. *explains abt the pizza incident at yilin's house*
Mummy: Can you concentrate more?
Kirt: *feels mum is pissed* Okaye. I won't go out at night anymore.
Mummy: Anymore? Make sure you don't.
Kirt: Yea I won't. [And I was just beginning to enjoy my night life; guess that'll have to wait.]

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Mummy: Your friend sent you home ah?
Kirt: Yea.
Mummy: Weiming?
Kirt: Yea.
Mummy: You know..don't give him the wrong impression. When a guy sends a girl home..........
Kirt: *laughs*; *cough*

Kaes. Enough. Good news. I'm finally reverting back to my own self. Nah. Nothing to revert back. I was darn hell focused after wm recovered kae.
I didn't have to worry. I didn't miss him as much too. =P
And I wouldn't have gone out if I hadn't done my part; revision. I'm like..1/4 through my revision for mid-years. *Sigh*... Mummy wants me to concentrate on my studies. They're more impt. Am I not focused enough? Competitions, mid years, conference & Mum's constant "Concentrate more. Studies are more important" are draining me.

Yes I know they are very impt. But studies are merely A PART of your life. Experience forms the bulk, I believe. We live...

To discover how stupid and insignificant we are.
To experience pain and separation.
To experience failures which make some pple stronger and others crippled.
To experience the feeling of having stabbed in the back.
To experience death.

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And of course, to discover and experience O2jam. =)

Craps. My new principle stands firm:
In the midst of working hard for your future, enjoy & cherish life.

I mean. Why do pple work so hard? Why do pple study the hell outta their brains?
Ans; To lead a good life later. In near future. Earn loads of money. To support your family. Live to see ur grand kids. Then wait for death? A perpetual cycle. Everyone goes through that. So wht is it which makes your life different from the rest? I don't intend to find out. Hardly any time to do so.

*Where's my Bio book?*

GET A LIFE. Manipulate time. Hah.. I don't manipulate. =P
Thx for sending me home. =) Really wished time would just freeze. Home means books. Tons of them. What a life. I lead. I love my life. yli. <3
;kirt.

.weiming
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