April 14, 2007

I don't like being at home now. NOW. Crap. What can I do? Nothing. My mum didn't relent. Although my dad allowed me to take a bus from the stadium to wherever I pleased. Ughhhhh! And my mum didn't even allow me to bake!! *takes a slow deep breath*
I'm always here. Just not physically.
Chatting with Yilin over msn now. Real agitated. GRRRRR. *calms down* Everything's gonna be fine.
I feel so freaking confined at home. I know! I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. From losing my night life. Ughs. Sometimes, music can't even help. This is when it's really bad.
Sorry dear. Abt yesterday. I shouldn't have doubted my feelings. I have faith in you. Just not in myself.
Sighing ain't bad for health kae. It helps to purge that bit of pressure stifling you kae. UGH. I wanna sing K. Mummy said go down and sing. NO WAY DUDE. The system downstairs sux. Completely. Though the room is nice. Bleh. >_> I wanna shop!! I need to get a bag for mummy. Her birthday's coming. So is daddy's. ArGHHH. T__________T
Felt really insecured yesterday. Perhaps, I was cocked up by sch stuff. Big time. X_X
Now. Yesterday was scary. Sent my bro off. NS. Ugh. Didn't see him botak. T_T Ah wells. Could see that my da sao was very sad.. T_T She really misses him. T_T Heck. Good luck kor. =X And the whole 4 hrs at tekong was kinda boring. >_> Okaye. Back to today. Was with wm for only one short hour. With jie for only 15 mins. T_____________T .. AHssssss. Insufficient quality time. Ugh. Hmms. We'll meet again. Real soon. =)
Promise me to hold tightly onto my hand,....and heart. If you're tired, let go. I will never blame you for whatever outcome at the end. *hugs*
;Kirt.

.weiming
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