April 16, 2007

Okaye. Gonna sleep soon I guess. X_X
Today..passed faster than I thought. Sigh.. I hope this week ends soon. SOON. Then hopefully, everything becomes more peaceful.

Went to meet darling today.. Didn't know his skin was acting up. eek. Still came out. Tsk. Wanna infect me right? =P Nah..jk. Thx for coming out to pei me though. I really appreciate it. But you shouldn't have came out. Rest more neh.. And hor, next time, give me the alcohol to drink ma. Aiseh. *shakes head*

Okaye. Went to Mustafa today. That place is so carefree and natural. Away from the confinement of home and school. Now that's life. Couldn't find the wig though. Ended up buying muruku for mummy. It tasted quite nice. =D

Then. Darling pei me to potong pasir's Macs. He wouldn't leave me alone. Grr. >_> Daddy came. And a series of unfortunate events just followed. Sorry darling. All my fault. T_T I know that they don't really approve of this. Maybe it's because I didn't tell them straight. But nothing's stable yet, no? But I believe, if this is what I want, they'll let me be. They have my interests at heart. I know that.

Oh. And I think she's completely lost faith and trust in me. So be it. I feel very bad. I should have told her personally at first. Another person who has lost hope in me; due to my actions. No wait. Due to my lack of initiative. But I stay firm on the fact that I'm not to be blamed for all this. She was never there. Ah wells. Everyone in CL is kinda bs with her.

'kirt.

.weiming
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