Afraid . .
I'm suddenly afraid. .
I'm suddenly scared . .
Afraid of losing you.
Scared of letting you go.
Afraid of your tears.
Scared of you letting me go.
Afraid of leaving you alone.
Scared of you running away.
Afraid of you tell me to let go.
Scared of not seeing your face again.
Afraid of not hearing your voice again.
Scared of not being able to hug you again.
Afraid of not being able to hold your hands tight again.
Scared of not being able to tell you everything is alright.
Afraid . .
For once I'm really scared of something . .
.weiming
shouted at 22:40
The first thing I hear every morning is your voice.
The last thing i hear every night is your voice too.
I think of you when i wake up.
I think of you too when i go to sleep.
I just want to see your smile everyday.
Protect you from everything.
You are my one and only precious girl now.
I dont want to see you cry or be upset.
I dont want to lose you.
I just want to hug you tight,
tell you everything is going to be alright no matter what happens.
I'm not going to give u any promises as promises are meant to be broken anyway.
I'm not going to give you forever as forever does not exist.
Instead I'm going to give out my heart once again . .
To you . .
My precious girl.
Love you lots and lots!
.weiming
shouted at 00:51
November 28, 2008
I know you want to accompany me,
but you have school tomorrow ok.
Your health is more important than anything else.
Rest early when you are tired ok?
I dont want you to fall sick because of me or anything else.
love you loads.
.weiming
shouted at 00:57
November 24, 2008
I want to be your special someone who will . .
Always be that guardian angel who u can rely on.
Be there for you when u need someone,
Share all your burdens and worries,
Cheer you up when u are sad,
Keep that sweet smile on your face always,
Hug you in my arms and tell you everything will be alright,
Always and always hold you close to me,
And never never let you go till you say so.
I love you..
.weiming
shouted at 20:43
November 23, 2008
Some random pictures taken again after woe on friday. Desmond was the photographer as he was reluctant to get in the picture.
Sat went for Beverly Hills Chiwawa with dear + the usuals + niki's bro. Quite a nice movie i must say although quite draggy but it was pretty worth the time to watch.
Today hm camped at my house to get my free lectures and tutorial and SHE GAVE UP on flash! lols NOOB! Anyways. Camped at dear's house for the rest of the afternoon. Her dad's cooking is NICE! Should camp there more often next time. Hoohoo~ Project again tmr ciao~
Being with you was really the best time of my life.
Your smile and voice made me feel alive again.
It is really good to have you by my side.
If i had a million years I would like to spend it all with you too.
Your guardian angel.
Ti amo
.weiming
shouted at 00:40
November 20, 2008
No matter what happens,
I''ll right behind u win or lose.
I'll share your every single burden.
I'll make your smile as sweet as always
I'll be there in your heart every single moment.
I'll be your big sturdy tree to shelter u from the rain and sun.
I'll be your pillar for support when u need one.
I'll be your everything u need.
I'll be there for you,
always and always,
in your heart,
never to be forgotten
and never to let go.
.weiming
shouted at 22:30
November 19, 2008
Ever saw a curry puff explode? There !!!
Exploded Curry Puff!!
Doesn't show much here. But heres how it "exploded". There I was happily taking the curry puff from the plastic bag then went to reheat. God knows reheat too long then I heard a "BOOOM". In my head goes GG. Anyways its still a nice curry puff!! OCK rocks!
to my precious,
dont ever get drenched in the rain again please.
<3
love u loads!
.weiming
shouted at 22:04
I'm smiling once again cause i see your smile.
I'm smiling once again cause i hear your laughter.
I'm smiling once again cause i am thinking of you.
I'm smiling once again cause i think of you.
I'm smiling once again cause of you.
from weiming
to my dear evangeline
i love you.
never let you go <3
.weiming
shouted at 01:40
Madagascar 2. Truly a mad show LOL. Worth watching i guess got dumb penguins, monkeys, or rather everything was dumb haha. Now for something interesting. New haircut, new specs and a sweet sweet smile.
never let you go . .
although its only a while,
but it feels like we have already know each other for a lifetime.
if i can see you every single day,
staring at your sweet smile and watching you laugh.
I'll cherish every single moment with you .
No matter what happens in the future.
All i know now is that we have each other to live for.
All i want is you by my side and your sweet smile to be always there.
And I will never let you go until the day you dont love me anymore.
.weiming
shouted at 00:23
November 16, 2008
Its only a while but it seem like a lifetime.
You replace the emptiness in my heart with light and warmth.
My sky which was once dark and gloomy is finally experiencing the light.
The artificial smile is gone .
Replace by a true smile right from the depth of my heart.
Thank you for pulling me out of the dark hole I was once stuck in.
You gave me my hope and my reason to love again.
Most importantly, you gave me back me.
1411 never let you go.
<3
.weiming
shouted at 16:46
November 12, 2008
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn mean learning and company doesn mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren contracts and presents aren promises,
And you begin to accept your defeat with your head up and you eyes open,
With the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all you roads on today because tomorrow ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.
Veronica A. Shoffstall
be brave
.weiming
shouted at 19:53
November 11, 2008
Another interestin story i got from my fren's forwarded mail. I think its an old story and some of u might have seen it before. Enjoy~
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.
SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'
The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.
'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled.. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.
'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.
'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.
'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.
It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.
If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.
Credits: Yanhua!
.weiming
shouted at 19:06
November 5, 2008
Dig.ed this story out from my archives. I'm BORED TO DEATH. Feet pain!
Boy & Gal are a couple.
Boy always like to flirt around but Gal always remain faithful to Boy.
Gal loves rainy days and also loves getting drench in the rain.
Everytime, when Gal run out of the umbrella to get drench,
Boy always wanted to follow suit but Gal will stop Boy.
Boy asked: "Why don't you allow me to accompany you getting drench in the rain?"
Gal always reply: "Because I'm afraid you will fall sick."
Boy reply:" Why do you want to get drench then?"
Gal always smile and keep quiet.In the end,
Boy always agreed to Gal's request and remain under the umbrella
because whenever Boy sees Gal's smiling face,
he will feel so happy but happy moments always doesn't last.
Boy fall in love madly with with another girl.
One day, when Boy and Gal are having dinner,
Boy initiate the breakup and Gal accepts silently.
As she know that Boy is like wind and wind will never stop for anyone.
That night, Boy sent Gal home for the last time.
At her house downstairs, Boy kisses Gal for the last time.
Boy said:"I'm sorry, I have let you down!
Accompanying you in the rain was the happiest moments in my life!"
After Gal heard this, she sobbed sadly and Boy hugged her tightly.
After many years, Boy asked Gal:"There's a question that I always wanted to ask,
why did you always stopped me from accompanying you under the rain?"
After a while, Gal reply:"Because I dont want you to find out that Im crying!"
That night, it rain again
.weiming
shouted at 16:14
November 3, 2008
Anti Maggie Sphree Campaign. I'm gona nag and nag till u stop your maggie!!!! .
Cause in the rain .
The tears which have fallen .
Will never be seen by anyone .
The pain that i've suffered .
Will be washed by the rain .
Author Unknown
.weiming
shouted at 18:35
November 2, 2008
Though its only a few days. But it seems like it has been there for a lifetime.
The absence of love .
Its painful.
But it still brings a smile of tear back to me .
Its a story that will be hard to erase from the surface of the earth .
Its me .
Its you .
Its us .
Author Unknown.
.weiming
shouted at 15:47