You didn't see all the tears I cried.
You didn't see how much I tried.
So I guess I'll just let you be, even if that means being without me.
You get tired of it.
You get tired of being the girl the guys use for the self-confidence of the day.
And you tell them to look somewhere else.
Like this cliche but you really do put up a wall to see who cares enough to knock it down.
And you want to find someone who is man enough to knock it down so you wait, and you wait, and you cry, and there it is, still standing and there you are broken in pieces.
It's like the wall you put up and show the world is fake.
You try to smile.
You try to be happy.
When what's inside the wall is already destroyed.
So it's like there's no use for the wall.
Everything worth pretending got destroyed before you decided to build it.
So now your more vulnerable than ever.
And sure guys come along and flirt but all you are to them is someone who they can flirt with and get advice about the girls they really want.
But eventually in time, a guy will come along and he will want to be with you always.
And when you push him away.
He'll come back more determined.
When you tell him you don't love him.
He'll come back for more, because he knows that your hurt and he knows you have to learn to trust him.
He'll be there for you no matter how hard you try to make him leave.
It'll never be easy, but it'll be worth it.
Quoted from Facebook
Delyse
.weiming
shouted at 14:17
January 17, 2009
BEHOLD!!! deargirl and piggy!!
Cute right?? I mean the pig ya. WAHAHA! OK la my deargirl is cute too.
Happy 2 mth to my deargirl! Must take good care of yourself k. Get well soon! Love you lots!
it really hurts when i see you sick so badly
i felt helpless when i see you coughing that badly
it hurts so much
i'm really worried
please take good care of yourself when i'm not around k
to my deargirl
love you loads!
.weiming
shouted at 00:28
January 10, 2009
Ok codes officially kills people. Amen~
Finally done with our first final version 1 of our MP. Met with the clients yesterday and had to do pretty much of editing, re-recording and one pathetic scene to re-film again. My to do list next week.
- RE-FILMING
- RE-RECORDING
- RE-EDITING
- EAT
- SLEEP
- .....
Ok i'm getting bored. Oh and i took an interesting picture i think the previous week and i only remembered it now.
Place: Bubble Tea Shop
Interesting Things : NO PORK NO LARD
And finally, one big big hug for my beloved deargirl!! *HUGS*
.weiming
shouted at 23:14
January 7, 2009
Submission for the project is getting closer. 17 days more exactly and that marks the end of my 3 years in poly. Time really flies eh.
Been drowning myself with codes, codes and more codes and more and more of the fugging irritating alphabets, numbers and weird characters. I AM SUPER TIRED SEEING ALL THE CODES!!! T.I.R.E.D! GET IT? TIRED!!! RAWRRRR!!!! OK! nevermind 17 more days to endure!
Colors are filling up my life. My sky is starting to brighten up.
to my deargirl evangeline,
always and always my dearest girl
love you lots
never let you go
.weiming
shouted at 23:20
January 4, 2009
A big head butt on the wall now would do really fine for me.
.weiming
shouted at 01:28
January 1, 2009
Happy Niu Year Peeps!
So lets start off with the day before new year's eve. Still have my Major Project to do before eve!! BORING!! Ate KFC for lunch with my classmates and i ate salad. Super sadded cause sore throat cant eat those fried chickens. BOO! And Gab said something when we pass by a rubbish dump. He said, "God is very kind. Because he gave us 2 ways to breath." LOOL!! Laugh please people!! LAUGH!!! HAHAHA!! Ok not funny. >_>
Next was new year's eve itself. Damn keep on saying christmas eve. Anyways camped at dear's house on eve and guess what. I went out to the kitchen to get ice cream and i heard firework! OMG! Then i called deargirl out then we ran out of the house towards the sound and direction of the it. And 3 mins before Jan 1 09 and for the first time, we watch fireworks from a HDB flat. XD Oh and before that we self baked "Pizza" using bread, tomato paste and other junks lol. Slept at 7+ the next morning and woke up at 12+ i think haha. Had lunch at some random stir fried kopitiam which will darn filling. Thanks to deargirl's dad for footing the bill!
Pictures time!!
Spent my last day of 2008 with deargirl and also the first day of 2009 with my deargirl.
I love you my deargirl Evan!!
Happy New Year!!
.weiming
shouted at 18:09