January 29, 2009

You didn't see all the tears I cried.
You didn't see how much I tried.
So I guess I'll just let you be, even if that means being without me.
You get tired of it.
You get tired of being the girl the guys use for the self-confidence of the day.
And you tell them to look somewhere else.
Like this cliche but you really do put up a wall to see who cares enough to knock it down.
And you want to find someone who is man enough to knock it down so you wait, and you wait, and you cry, and there it is, still standing and there you are broken in pieces.
It's like the wall you put up and show the world is fake.
You try to smile.
You try to be happy.
When what's inside the wall is already destroyed.
So it's like there's no use for the wall.
Everything worth pretending got destroyed before you decided to build it.
So now your more vulnerable than ever.
And sure guys come along and flirt but all you are to them is someone who they can flirt with and get advice about the girls they really want.
But eventually in time, a guy will come along and he will want to be with you always.
And when you push him away.
He'll come back more determined.
When you tell him you don't love him.
He'll come back for more, because he knows that your hurt and he knows you have to learn to trust him.
He'll be there for you no matter how hard you try to make him leave.
It'll never be easy, but it'll be worth it.

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Delyse

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