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2009-11-17T19:50:00.002+08:00

make it always like this
.wm

2009-10-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

last day of my week on my bunk. going to war with mosquito tomorrow. haha. wont be in contact with the world for 4 days lol. that shagua of mine will surely be emo.ing for that 4 days. i'll be back soon ok!

love you lots! muacks! take care of yourself k. cya on friday! as for rest of the peeps cya soon haha.

.wm

2009-10-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

finally can post via mobile lol. someone should be very happy. haha. any ways yesterday we ate at waraku. should be correct spelling lol. ate quite a lot and the food there was nice and filling woots.

tues would be my 4 days 3 nights camp at mandai. hope it dont rain although i think it will. lol. k going to sleep already tomorrow's a long day

.wm

2009-09-27T16:41:00.001+08:00

Its the same feeling again once again. I dont like it. I dont want it to happen again. And today i seriously hated everything..

2009-09-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

After 1 week in sispec, two word. FKED UP OMGWTFBBQ. lol. Rush to wait and wait to rush. I think that should be their motto instead. Anyways on the first day when i went in, i was damn bloody hell emo till the core. Meeting new mates although my bunk, sleeping on another random bed again, cleaning like there is no tomorrow everyday, having almost no free time this week and lots of shit.

2 more chin ups to reach silver and i'm really darn lazy to keep up with the shit they are giving. This week suck to the max i guess. my dear spotted a few white hairs on my head which means the stress has been piling up lol. Booked out just today in the morning around 10+ and have to book in back tomorrow at 2230. Boring week. 7 more weeks to go and i'm praying i dont get into infantry or guards or i'll be fried for the next 19 months haha.

Next week will be another long boring week i guess. Will be learning signals next week and guess what. I;m the bloody signal IC and i'm gona do alot of shit work again for next week. Ok thats all for today~ buai buai

_wm
till the end
i will be with you

2009-09-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

Its going to be wed already eh. Time passes really fast. It just feels like 1 week ago, when i was still walking my 24km to reach our POP ground. And now jus in a blink of an eye TADA! its wed~ but I'm still missing something. Something important.. Something precious to me..

I will be getting my posting this friday. Time REALLY pass damn fast when you are having holidays. Staying at home feels great but its boring and really boring. Haven been doing much lately, just staying at home playing dota, chatting with friends, watchin TV, watching anime. yea yea i know its no life. lol

Today just went jogging with kc. Haha the whole time we were just talking about our own army life. Its quite interesting when you are hearing another different story from someone else. kk thats all for today~

.wm

2009-09-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello. Byebye

_wm

2009-09-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

Finally POP.ed. Currently having block leave now till 21th. Everything like just pass pretty fast yea. 3 mths in tekong just passed so fast and meaningful. Now have to wait for my posting to be released on the 18th. Just pray and pray dont get into some kuku units haha.

Haven been doing much lately, slacking at home playing games or sleeping. dear is working at pc fair now so dont get to see her till tomorrow i guess. The block leave is passing really fast although i'm doing nothing at all. Being at home really beats everything u do at camp.

2009-09-06T01:32:00.005+08:00

Last 3 days before pop!! Happy and sort of upset at the same time. Happy cause i'm getting out of this retarding place and upset cause we are all gona miss our platoon mates and my section mates. 3 days of rehearsal is hell shit. Baked under the sun, soaked under rain, ok not that much rain i guess but the heat is WOOTS! They are like treating us as idiots making us do the same simple thing over and over again ahh what ever just suck it up man.

Been raining quite often this few days. Mostly at 3am++ dont know why either. the bunk has been more active as the time draws nearer to pop. one more last 24k and the parade and we are free to go!! free from tekong!! haha.

And finally blogger did something to settle all the errors and problems. BUT still cant post picture from my side dont know why. Assholess. lol i'll jus do a direct link to the photos then.

Damn wasted 30 mins to sort of the stupid codes for images -.- blardy hell. anyways later going to eat with my deargirl at her ahma's house. seem like its gona rain again. X_X and the dammit sun burns the the rashes on my feets are irritating me. and we got commando mosquitoes there. bitten almost half the platoon while we are sending arms interesting eh. its like 3 bites per second wtf right

Looking forward to tuesday. 2 more gruesome things to pass through and we are done and done with and even more done with the craps. Amen~

.wm
cherish

2009-08-23T17:05:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks to POP! P O P! lol. Booking in soon 2 hours more~ Next week will be a slack week!! But also an impt week. Total only 5 events i think haha. IPPT on monday and expected to fail my chin up only as usual then wed 16km route march. omfgwtfbbq i going to die on the 16km march i tell u.

Anyways blogged as requested by someone so that she can read. Every weekend seem so short and the everyday training seem so long. 2 more weeks till a little bit more freedom~ and most importantly I NEED HAIR REGROWING AGENT!!! hope there will be no more haircut for the next few weeks.

That naughty deargirl of mine is giving me more headaches and problems haha. So naughty right need to smack her butt more often make her more obedient. wahahaha!

2009-08-09T23:04:00.000+08:00

4 more weeks to POP. Finished field camp and had quite a good strain on my body on the 6 days. Blisters, insects bites and lots lots more that happened haha.

Booked out late on friday but still have my deargirl's company throughout till midnight. Sat went out early to catch harry potter which was supposed to be watch like 3 weeks ago? Haha and we finally get to watch it. A 2.5 hours show which i think was pretty worth it. After the movie went to ben and jerrys for ice cream its a long time since we had ice cream together at b & j. After that went with parents to grandma's house for a visit and ate sakae together for dinner.

Later on both of us went with the usual bunch of people ( Sheng, des, stan, maddy, dythe, me and deargirl ) to celebrate stan's bdae at centerpoint. Ate Astons which was a damn pity cause we ate sakae. lol nevertheless i still ordered root beer, mud pie and sorbet. The mud pie and sorbet was uber nice and the worth is nice too. Half a lemon size of sorbet 5.90. After that went to stan's house to chill out. Played Wii as usual and all of us went off around 2am++.

Went for camping at deargirl's house and slept at around 4am i think. Woke up 1pm+ the next day which is today lol. Today was a fast day, everything went pass so fast yet enjoyable.

Finally had a long weekend before book in but it still seem like time pass so fast when i'm with you. Every moment spent with you is so worth it. Although time that is spent with you this 2 years would be short but constant. I still cherish the time being with you. Thank you for staying by my side all this while. Love you lots.

I need an answer by tomorrow for my decision..

.wm

2009-07-13T12:20:00.002+08:00

Hi again. Hmm lets see. I've been sick for past 3 days, no need to book in till wed 7 am which sucks totally. Blardy hell so early. 39 degrees on sat i think. And my poor dear girl has been coming over to take care of me. Putting wet towels on my forehead and wiping away the heat. So sweet of her. Haha. Thanks dear!

Fever subsided I think. I'll measure again yesterday. Been eating shitty food these few days also lol. Throat still feeling sore and abit tight. Body aching, jelly like. woooo~~ haha. Had to fall sick when my bmt phase starts. Shit man. lol. OCS here i comee!! If i can make it. Haha. 2 more days to book in day. 5 more days to book out day LOL! This whole week will be darn slack. I'll be doing light duties lol.

Okok enough for today. bye peeps

_wm

2009-07-06T15:55:00.003+08:00

RAWRRR! Few more hours to book in. 10 more weeks to go!! So far life is tekong has been ok and pretty fun. Sometimes its stressful and tough but my friends and my deargirl kept me going. Quite a number if incident happened and some unlucky events that happen too which cost me a guard duty. RAWR.

Everytime we see the sky turning black we will all be DARN happy and i mean really darn happy. CAT1 pwns everything haha. Time really pass faster if u dont think about it and jus do whatever u are told to do. I just hate the cleaning up and time wasting sometimes which i think is super bo liao in a sense. I hate washing clothes too cause its waste of time, I hate changing bed sheets cause its a waste of time too. Why cant we have a washing machine in tekong?? WHY WHY WHY?!?!?! Okok enough of complaining. I WANT A SNACK VENDING MACHINE TOO!!! A COKE VENDING MACHINE WOULD BE NICE TOO!!! LOL! Shan't disclose too much information =X INFORMATION SHOULD BE KEPT PRIVATE!

My bunk mates are pretty fun and cute sometimes too. We do taupok.ing and lots of stupid stuffs too. Whats taupok.ing? Taupok.ing is where a fat bitch jumps on you. and a next fat bitch slams on top of the other fat bitch who is on you right now and so now there is 2 fat bitches on top of you and the process continues until it piles up to the ceiling. LOL! the other bunks are worst though. Someone got salopass sprayed to his dick. OUCH!

Blisters are like a common thing now and then. Ouch! CKW FTW. CHAO KENG WARRIORS! Packed a couple of snacks into my bag for later. Wanted to put more but no space. Haha. And my bendan deardear is acting cute now LOL! Shhh. =X Ok lets continue. Food... a very good question. People who are going in next time shall try and feel the wrath of the cook house. WAHAHAHA!

My deargirl nw hates monday and loves friday for some apparant reason haha. For the past few weekends she has been accompanying me or rather i have been accompanying her? =X haha. Being with her really makes my day. Eating out, walking around, shopping around. Been cherishing most of my time with her. Its a once in a week or maybe 2 weeks sometimes. mydear girl u must be strong!! 10 more weeks to go and it will all be ok again. RAWR! Remember! 10 more weeks!

KNOCK IT DOWN U CHAO RECUIT!!!
YES SIR!!

_wm

2009-06-28T16:05:00.000+08:00

Booking in in 2 hours 20 mins time. Boooo! The shagua is right beside me now saying i dont keep promises haha. Cause i promised her to blog and here i am blogging now. Its going to rain soon and i hope it rain tomorrow too!!!

2 weeks has passed and 11 more weeks to go till POP and i will be much more free. Bought alot of craps and craps back in. Still no food in bunk yet booo. Ok gtg bb Love the bendan shagua lots and lots!! RAWRRRR!!

_wm

2009-04-30T00:07:00.002+08:00

Been really freaking warm this few days. Haven been doing much this few days too. Have been spending my free time watching anime, playing games, eating and other boring stuffs i think. Need to go train up myself before going botak. Someone please come bug me to go jogging every night!!! OMG i need some motivation PLEASE!! OK! FINE! I'm lazy i admit. lol.

Oh! and i like finally found the song that i have been looking for ages. First Kiss - DJMax Clazziquai. Actually i can just get it easily. BUT! Just to lazy to do it. Haha. Just another 1 more month+ before going into tekong. I know some asses is gona to be darn happy I'm going in haha. wireless@tekongbmtcschool2.com.sg FTW!!!

2009-04-24T18:38:00.002+08:00

Ok going UPDATE since someone is DEMANDING an update lol. Anyways my enlistment letter came today, 11 Jun BMTC School 2. 13 weeks! Reporting time at 1pm. Which means.. hmm.. around 1 month more ++ to prepare and settle what ever things still left.

Actually i can jus go in 9 weeks BUT! I'm lazy to retake my Napfa test so might as well go in extra 4 weeks do some extra training and also some $$. Enlisting earlier might be a good thing too. Dont need to stress myself out looking for job.

And my deargirl started her year 2 this week. Yea its stressful but must JIA YOU!! I'll be behind you all the way!

2009-04-02T01:32:00.004+08:00

Been going for quite a number of interview this few weeks. Resumes sent out is a lot too. Around 50% invited me for interview. And currently cause i'm getting enlisted soon and worst of all dont know when. Therefore employers would rather choose someone else.

No job = No Money = Nothing to buy = Stay at home = T___T
LOL! Nah jokin haha.

Accompanied my deargirl the whole of tuesday. Went for a unexpected 2 movie streak lol. Race to witch mountain and Mall Cop. Race to witch mountain pretty nice and its ending is OMGWTFBBQ *pour cold water* uber boring. Lol but overall the shows nt too bad. Next was Mall Cop, a funny show throughout. Thumbs up for it! Had loads of junk food woots chips to fried chicken to potatoe wedges and lots lots more!

After that is home sweet home for my deargirl. Tada! Some random photos to end off with.

Nites people!!

_wm
having you by my side is good enough

2009-03-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging in a while. Just blogging cause someone asked me to lol. Anyways, i'm done with poly life. Graduating in 19 May!!! Time for square hat! Dont even know if i had wore that square hat before. Haha.

Been looking for a job for a month already i guess. Hard to find jobs now adays too. RECESSION!! Suayness. Parents bugging me to get my driving licence for like 2 years already? =X Going in NS soon too. Everything is like happening pretty fast eh. 2009 and its going to be april soon! APRIL FOOLS!!!

My deargirl having holidays nw and so she working now under sony errison wearing short short skirt then low cut shirt then... Opps. okok! shhhhh. Been meeting her every now and then. Accompanying her on her off days before my ns days. 1 week see 1 time only for 3 mths. BOOOO! lets pray there is wireless@tekong.com.sg.

Going for an interview on monday as retail assistant~ thanks to dear. haha. Not pinning too high hopes again. Later end up kana cheat feeling again. lol. Need to catch up with quite some friends before going into ns woots. Okok enough for now. Lazy to blog any longer. Bye~

Okok BIG MUACKSS to my deargirl else shes gona complain again. Woops. Haha.

_wm
love you lots
i will tell you everthing is alright even when the world is ending
i'll be there for you.

2009-02-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

What is happening . .
Why . .
Someone tell me please . .

2009-02-04T00:59:00.002+08:00

FAR KE NADEN PROJECT!

Fate has already been cruel to us many times.
It wont be cruel to you or me again.
Believe in yourself.
Believe in me.
Believe in heart.
Just believe . .

2009-01-29T14:17:00.001+08:00

You didn't see all the tears I cried.
You didn't see how much I tried.
So I guess I'll just let you be, even if that means being without me.
You get tired of it.
You get tired of being the girl the guys use for the self-confidence of the day.
And you tell them to look somewhere else.
Like this cliche but you really do put up a wall to see who cares enough to knock it down.
And you want to find someone who is man enough to knock it down so you wait, and you wait, and you cry, and there it is, still standing and there you are broken in pieces.
It's like the wall you put up and show the world is fake.
You try to smile.
You try to be happy.
When what's inside the wall is already destroyed.
So it's like there's no use for the wall.
Everything worth pretending got destroyed before you decided to build it.
So now your more vulnerable than ever.
And sure guys come along and flirt but all you are to them is someone who they can flirt with and get advice about the girls they really want.
But eventually in time, a guy will come along and he will want to be with you always.
And when you push him away.
He'll come back more determined.
When you tell him you don't love him.
He'll come back for more, because he knows that your hurt and he knows you have to learn to trust him.
He'll be there for you no matter how hard you try to make him leave.
It'll never be easy, but it'll be worth it.

Quoted from Facebook
Delyse

2009-01-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

BEHOLD!!! deargirl and piggy!!

Cute right?? I mean the pig ya. WAHAHA! OK la my deargirl is cute too.

Happy 2 mth to my deargirl! Must take good care of yourself k. Get well soon! Love you lots!

it really hurts when i see you sick so badly
i felt helpless when i see you coughing that badly
it hurts so much
i'm really worried
please take good care of yourself when i'm not around k
to my deargirl
love you loads!

2009-01-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

Ok codes officially kills people. Amen~

Finally done with our first final version 1 of our MP. Met with the clients yesterday and had to do pretty much of editing, re-recording and one pathetic scene to re-film again. My to do list next week.

- RE-FILMING
- RE-RECORDING
- RE-EDITING
- EAT
- SLEEP
- .....

Ok i'm getting bored. Oh and i took an interesting picture i think the previous week and i only remembered it now.

Place: Bubble Tea Shop
Interesting Things : NO PORK NO LARD

And finally, one big big hug for my beloved deargirl!! *HUGS*

2009-01-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

Submission for the project is getting closer. 17 days more exactly and that marks the end of my 3 years in poly. Time really flies eh.

Been drowning myself with codes, codes and more codes and more and more of the fugging irritating alphabets, numbers and weird characters. I AM SUPER TIRED SEEING ALL THE CODES!!! T.I.R.E.D! GET IT? TIRED!!! RAWRRRR!!!! OK! nevermind 17 more days to endure!

Colors are filling up my life. My sky is starting to brighten up.

to my deargirl evangeline,
always and always my dearest girl
love you lots
never let you go

2009-01-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

A big head butt on the wall now would do really fine for me.

2009-01-01T18:09:00.005+08:00

Happy Niu Year Peeps!

So lets start off with the day before new year's eve. Still have my Major Project to do before eve!! BORING!! Ate KFC for lunch with my classmates and i ate salad. Super sadded cause sore throat cant eat those fried chickens. BOO! And Gab said something when we pass by a rubbish dump. He said, "God is very kind. Because he gave us 2 ways to breath." LOOL!! Laugh please people!! LAUGH!!! HAHAHA!! Ok not funny. >_>

Next was new year's eve itself. Damn keep on saying christmas eve. Anyways camped at dear's house on eve and guess what. I went out to the kitchen to get ice cream and i heard firework! OMG! Then i called deargirl out then we ran out of the house towards the sound and direction of the it. And 3 mins before Jan 1 09 and for the first time, we watch fireworks from a HDB flat. XD Oh and before that we self baked "Pizza" using bread, tomato paste and other junks lol. Slept at 7+ the next morning and woke up at 12+ i think haha. Had lunch at some random stir fried kopitiam which will darn filling. Thanks to deargirl's dad for footing the bill!

Pictures time!!

Spent my last day of 2008 with deargirl and also the first day of 2009 with my deargirl.
I love you my deargirl Evan!!
Happy New Year!!

2008-12-28T01:47:00.001+08:00

I'm just another screwed good for nothing retard who cant even make your smile . .

2008-12-28T01:02:00.003+08:00

Pigged till 1+ today and i din even realised it. And my deargirl is working her first day as waitress. At the end of the day, she was all worn out >_<.

At night was my cousin's wedding banquet at dont know where. Just know that it is somewhere in raffles city. Stamford or something haha.

Food was FILLING!!!
Only manage to grab one nice picture of a ice sculpture. Melted a lot already haha.

Miss my deargirl so muchh!!
Love you so much my dear!!

2008-12-27T01:25:00.002+08:00

Watched Twilight 2 times. First time is with the rox family W/O MY SPECS DAMN. This time i brought my specs along and watched with my other friends and dear. Totally diff feeling with and without specs!!!

Renaissance was finally disband. It gained fame and honor in the past few months with all the help of the members inside. It achieved its goal and now its leaving in honor. Renaissance FTW!

WOE for the next coming weeks would be boring once again. Haha.
Ciaos.

The protection I had for you was too much.
I know it but still want to keep you safe.
Protect you from any harm that you might face.
Just like the movie said.
I dont have the strength to keep away from you anymore.
I need to assure myself that you must be safely at home before I can be at ease.
Sometimes I'm really in a dilemma.
Its hard to choose .
I love you too much to allow anything to happen to you.
My heart cries when you are upset.
I can feel it. My heart can feel it.
Word dont say much but I just to let you know I really really love you.
I really do.

2008-12-24T01:21:00.004+08:00

$140 flew away today. LOL. Steamboat ingredients, rox dinner, taxi fares and misc. I shall start eating grass tmr!! Today was really face problem. Had to rain while we were walking back to dear's house.

OHH!! and I lost 2 tubes of blood today. LOL! The poking in dint hurt at all, its the pulling out of that freaking screwed needle which hurts. OUCH! Anyways went home after the checkup, reached home bath and went out to buy ingredients with dear. Finished all the shopping and reached her house at aroudn 4.30. Had a quick shower and rush off down to raffles hotel.

The buffet dinner at raffles hotel was OMGWTF!!! The food there is imbal. The have almost everything that u ever wanted to eat!!

Pictures!!
Credits to Desmond a.k.a Windy

Nice food! Nice price too >_>
Anyways after that watched Twilight. Nice show~ Haha ok nites people!

2008-12-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

If you are gona let your personal emotions control you.
I only have one thing to tell you.
Good luck.
For now your world revolves around him.

2008-12-19T00:18:00.002+08:00

Time to blow off dust! For our 1mth i gave my deargirl a bottled star with something written on every single star haha. Hope she dont go open them one by one. Haha.

She gave me this jigsaw heart!! Nice and cute right? Haha. BUT!! BUT!!! I spent 5 hours doing it with dear's help somemore. BOOO. LOL! 5 hours!!! OK fine I'm noob. BOO!

Really din do much that day. Just enjoyed the company of her beside me. Thats enough. OHH! And she cooked maggie mee for us for dinner. Although its only maggie mee but its really super nice! Haha love you lots deargirl! After that share a tub of ben and jerry ice cream. Eat till almost puke cause too much lol.

Had to leave early cause meeting project client the next day. Anyways happy 1 mth my dear girl! We still have a long long way to go. Love you lotssss and lotsss!!

to my dearest girl :
Having you by my side is already the best thing i wished for.
Its the heart that counts.
Nothing can ever replace the feeling that you gave me.
Just remember nothing can replace that special you in my heart now.
Till the end I'll be with you.
I love you my deargirl.
伟明很爱很爱璇敏!

2008-12-13T01:20:00.004+08:00

We dont stumble upon chances every time.
Needless to say, miracles dont happen often too.
Life is short indeed.
As always, live life without regrets.
Dont come waking up one day and found that your love one is gone forever.
And the last thing u did to them was not what u intended to do.
This would be your worst regret.
Cherish what we have now.
Every single day.
Every single minute.
Every single moment.
Time will not wait for us.
Cherish . .

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

2008-12-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

大傻瓜的璇敏我爱你!!

2008-12-07T00:50:00.004+08:00

A super long day today. Stayed out for 13 hours 9am - 12am. SUPER tired i tell you.
Schedule for just now,
9am - Accompany my deargirl to polyclinic
12pm ~ 5pm - Djmax competition at vivo city with doraemon. Rotted at there like some dung.
4.30pm ~ 5.45pm - Food at kim gary.
6pm ~ 9.30pm - Food at Japanese village.
9.30 ~ 11pm - Send my deargirl home and off to home I go.

Highlights for today!!!

Won 2nd place for the competion! YEA!!!
My Prize = Nintendo Wii.
1st Prize = PS3
3rd Prize = PSP 3000

The person who got first deserve his prize. Haha. Seriously Pro!!

OK time for bed.
Love ya loads my deargirl!!
Nites!

2008-12-02T01:36:00.004+08:00

Thank you my dear buddies for the advance birthday celebration!
My 13 years buddy chin hong!!
Alvin the gayTARD!! LOL!! Ok jokin!
CHP!!! AH MOI!! Choo han pin!
Serene tan, winnie and liling!
Berlinda and Alvin's lady boss!! haha.
And of course my sha gua deardear!!
Thank you all for the wonderful celebration!
And also Thank you guys for the wallet!!
I can finally throw away my 2 bucks wallet after 4 years LOL!!

PS: No more smacking head on ice cream please!! Alvin u will die next i tell u.

Pictures need to wait for winnie to send!!!
Some pictures with dear on the train.

Ok i need a shave badly LOL! OK cya~

2008-11-30T22:40:00.003+08:00

Afraid . .
I'm suddenly afraid. .
I'm suddenly scared . .
Afraid of losing you.
Scared of letting you go.
Afraid of your tears.
Scared of you letting me go.
Afraid of leaving you alone.
Scared of you running away.
Afraid of you tell me to let go.
Scared of not seeing your face again.
Afraid of not hearing your voice again.
Scared of not being able to hug you again.
Afraid of not being able to hold your hands tight again.
Scared of not being able to tell you everything is alright.
Afraid . .
For once I'm really scared of something . .

2008-11-30T00:51:00.004+08:00

The first thing I hear every morning is your voice.
The last thing i hear every night is your voice too.
I think of you when i wake up.
I think of you too when i go to sleep.
I just want to see your smile everyday.
Protect you from everything.
You are my one and only precious girl now.
I dont want to see you cry or be upset.
I dont want to lose you.
I just want to hug you tight,
tell you everything is going to be alright no matter what happens.
I'm not going to give u any promises as promises are meant to be broken anyway.
I'm not going to give you forever as forever does not exist.
Instead I'm going to give out my heart once again . .
To you . .
My precious girl.
Love you lots and lots!

2008-11-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

I know you want to accompany me,
but you have school tomorrow ok.
Your health is more important than anything else.
Rest early when you are tired ok?
I dont want you to fall sick because of me or anything else.
love you loads.

2008-11-24T20:43:00.002+08:00

I want to be your special someone who will . .
Always be that guardian angel who u can rely on.
Be there for you when u need someone,
Share all your burdens and worries,
Cheer you up when u are sad,
Keep that sweet smile on your face always,
Hug you in my arms and tell you everything will be alright,
Always and always hold you close to me,
And never never let you go till you say so.
I love you..

2008-11-23T00:40:00.006+08:00

Some random pictures taken again after woe on friday. Desmond was the photographer as he was reluctant to get in the picture.

Sat went for Beverly Hills Chiwawa with dear + the usuals + niki's bro. Quite a nice movie i must say although quite draggy but it was pretty worth the time to watch.

Today hm camped at my house to get my free lectures and tutorial and SHE GAVE UP on flash! lols NOOB! Anyways. Camped at dear's house for the rest of the afternoon. Her dad's cooking is NICE! Should camp there more often next time. Hoohoo~ Project again tmr ciao~

Being with you was really the best time of my life.
Your smile and voice made me feel alive again.
It is really good to have you by my side.
If i had a million years I would like to spend it all with you too.
Your guardian angel.
Ti amo

2008-11-20T22:30:00.003+08:00

No matter what happens,
I''ll right behind u win or lose.
I'll share your every single burden.
I'll make your smile as sweet as always
I'll be there in your heart every single moment.
I'll be your big sturdy tree to shelter u from the rain and sun.
I'll be your pillar for support when u need one.
I'll be your everything u need.

I'll be there for you,
always and always,
in your heart,
never to be forgotten
and never to let go.

2008-11-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

Ever saw a curry puff explode? There !!!

Exploded Curry Puff!!

Doesn't show much here. But heres how it "exploded". There I was happily taking the curry puff from the plastic bag then went to reheat. God knows reheat too long then I heard a "BOOOM". In my head goes GG. Anyways its still a nice curry puff!! OCK rocks!

to my precious,
dont ever get drenched in the rain again please.
<3
love u loads!

2008-11-19T01:40:00.002+08:00

I'm smiling once again cause i see your smile.
I'm smiling once again cause i hear your laughter.
I'm smiling once again cause i am thinking of you.
I'm smiling once again cause i think of you.
I'm smiling once again cause of you.

from weiming
to my dear evangeline
i love you.
never let you go <3

2008-11-19T00:23:00.006+08:00

Madagascar 2. Truly a mad show LOL. Worth watching i guess got dumb penguins, monkeys, or rather everything was dumb haha. Now for something interesting. New haircut, new specs and a sweet sweet smile.

never let you go . .

although its only a while,
but it feels like we have already know each other for a lifetime.
if i can see you every single day,
staring at your sweet smile and watching you laugh.
I'll cherish every single moment with you .
No matter what happens in the future.
All i know now is that we have each other to live for.
All i want is you by my side and your sweet smile to be always there.
And I will never let you go until the day you dont love me anymore.

2008-11-16T16:46:00.004+08:00

Its only a while but it seem like a lifetime.
You replace the emptiness in my heart with light and warmth.
My sky which was once dark and gloomy is finally experiencing the light.
The artificial smile is gone .
Replace by a true smile right from the depth of my heart.
Thank you for pulling me out of the dark hole I was once stuck in.
You gave me my hope and my reason to love again.
Most importantly, you gave me back me.

1411 never let you go.
<3

2008-11-12T19:53:00.004+08:00

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn mean learning and company doesn mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren contracts and presents aren promises,
And you begin to accept your defeat with your head up and you eyes open,
With the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all you roads on today because tomorrow ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone else to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

Veronica A. Shoffstall

be brave

2008-11-11T19:06:00.001+08:00

Another interestin story i got from my fren's forwarded mail. I think its an old story and some of u might have seen it before. Enjoy~

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled.. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Credits: Yanhua!

2008-11-05T16:14:00.001+08:00

Dig.ed this story out from my archives. I'm BORED TO DEATH. Feet pain!

Boy & Gal are a couple.
Boy always like to flirt around but Gal always remain faithful to Boy.
Gal loves rainy days and also loves getting drench in the rain.
Everytime, when Gal run out of the umbrella to get drench,
Boy always wanted to follow suit but Gal will stop Boy.
Boy asked: "Why don't you allow me to accompany you getting drench in the rain?"
Gal always reply: "Because I'm afraid you will fall sick."
Boy reply:" Why do you want to get drench then?"
Gal always smile and keep quiet.In the end,
Boy always agreed to Gal's request and remain under the umbrella
because whenever Boy sees Gal's smiling face,
he will feel so happy but happy moments always doesn't last.
Boy fall in love madly with with another girl.
One day, when Boy and Gal are having dinner,
Boy initiate the breakup and Gal accepts silently.
As she know that Boy is like wind and wind will never stop for anyone.
That night, Boy sent Gal home for the last time.
At her house downstairs, Boy kisses Gal for the last time.
Boy said:"I'm sorry, I have let you down!
Accompanying you in the rain was the happiest moments in my life!"
After Gal heard this, she sobbed sadly and Boy hugged her tightly.
After many years, Boy asked Gal:"There's a question that I always wanted to ask,
why did you always stopped me from accompanying you under the rain?"
After a while, Gal reply:"Because I dont want you to find out that Im crying!"
That night, it rain again

2008-11-03T18:35:00.006+08:00

Anti Maggie Sphree Campaign. I'm gona nag and nag till u stop your maggie!!!! .

Cause in the rain .
The tears which have fallen .
Will never be seen by anyone .
The pain that i've suffered .
Will be washed by the rain .

Author Unknown

2008-11-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

Though its only a few days. But it seems like it has been there for a lifetime.

The absence of love .
Its painful.
But it still brings a smile of tear back to me .
Its a story that will be hard to erase from the surface of the earth .
Its me .
Its you .
Its us .

Author Unknown.

2008-10-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

How to survive the loss of a love.
Mel Colgrove

When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process as natural as the healing of a physical wound.
Let the process happen.
Trust that nature will do the healing.
Know that the pain will pass,
and when it passes,
you will be stronger, happier and more aware.

2008-10-26T07:50:00.002+08:00

Today i shall upload something interesting.
MY HAIR!!! LOL!

Hair at the start of 2008.

Hair of not long ago.

Hair now. NERD!!

TADA!!! NERD NOW!!

When you think the world has turned it's back on you . .
Take a closer look . .
You most likely turned your back on the world . .

2008-10-14T10:28:00.002+08:00

For those of us who are blessed, thank the Lord.
For those who think u are hell down unlucky and suffering, think about this below.
"A man complains he has no shoes until he saw another man with no feet."
So you think you are the worst person on earth?
Think about it again.
There are alot more people who are suffering.

2008-10-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

Final week of my attachment, dont know how should i be feeling. Happy that I can wake up later than usual. Sad that i had to leave my colleagues. Thinking hard how would life be in NS. Haha so many things to do yet so little time.

2008-10-07T11:17:00.002+08:00

Thats what happen when people dont think for others.
There are still countless of people far worst of than anyone of you here including me.
U have food to eat, clothes to wear games to play and many more things.
What about those who dont have all these?
So if anyone of you think that u are living a miserable life, pause and think carefully again.
Some people are living a far more Miserable life than your "miserable" life.
Cherish what you have now.
Give and take.

2008-10-05T22:39:00.001+08:00

The Old Man and His Shoe

One day an old man
boarded a bus. As he was going up the steps, one of his shoes slipped
off. The door closed and the bus moved off so he was unable to
retrieve it. The old man calmly took off his other shoe and threw it
out of the window.

A young man on the bus
saw what happened, and could not help going up to the old man and
asking, "I noticed what you did, sir. Why did you throw out your other
shoe?"

The old man promptly
replied, "So that whoever finds them will be able to use
them."

The old man in the story
understood a fundamental philosophy for life - do not hold on to
something simply for the sake of possessing it or because you do not
wish others to have it.

We lose things all the
time. The loss may seem to us grievous and unjust initially, but loss
only happens so that positive changes can occur in our lives. We
should not always assume that losing something is bad, because if
things do not shift, we'll never become better people or experience
better things. That's not to say of course that we only lose "bad"
things; it simply means that in order for us to mature emotionally and
spiritually, and for us to contribute to the world, the interchange
between loss and gain is necessary.

Like the old man in the
story, we have to learn to let go. The world had decided that it was
time for the old man to lose his shoe. Maybe this happened to add
momentum to a series of events leading to a better pair of shoes for
the old man. Maybe the search for another pair of shoes would lead the
old man to a great benefactor. Maybe the world decided that someone
else needed the shoes more.

Whatever the reason, we
can't avoid losing things. The old man understood this. One of his
shoes had gone out of his reach. The remaining shoe would not have
been much help to him, but it would be a cherished gift to a homeless
person desperately in need of protection from the
ground.

Hoarding possessions
does nothing to make us or the world better. We all have to decide
constantly if some things or people have run their course in our lives
or would be better off with others. We then have to muster the courage
to give them away.

Source from :
Ivalice-Forum

if everyone thinks like that. the world would be at peace

2008-10-03T09:29:00.002+08:00

As promised, here are the rest of the chapters 12 ~ 20! Enjoy! Happy weekends ahead!!

I Believe
Chapters 12 ~ 20

2008-09-30T09:33:00.003+08:00

Some inspiration came to me suddenly and i decided to change my whole blog layout. Took me 6 hours to complete everything from scratch. HEHE. Everything is copyrighted!! Ok maybe for that picture, i cropped it out from somewhere. I'm being honest!!

Now what is left is my css style sheets for my fonts!! Dor people who did not notice, my whole blog only have 1 font!! AHHHH!! Tonight CHIONG AHHHHH!!

_wm

2008-09-29T20:07:00.002+08:00

I've found some interesting and touching Singapore home made novels. In my opinion, its considered a darn good novel for a 23 year old guy. Its a super touching and a few climax to the story. Its only 20 chapters which only took less than 30 mins for me to read. Its inspiring. Ok enough talking heres the link:

I Believe You.
Author: Low Kay Hwa

Oh but before that u might wan to see this first:

Trailer of the book.

Some of you might have read this before. So happy reading. Oh and one more thing, the link only gives up to chapter 11. For those of u playing ivaliceRO u can view 12 ~ 20 in the Kopitiam section. For the rest, i'll post it up later. Ciao~

_wm

2008-09-18T09:41:00.001+08:00

Currently 1 photo for now!!
Happy Birthday Serene!

_wm

2008-09-16T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty straight forward most of the time.
And comments i make may seems fine to me and harsh to you.
I'm somehow immune to all this craps a dandy.
Anyway i should apologize for being harsh on my part =\
Sorry je.

_wm

Tonight I Msn You

2008-09-11T22:07:00.004+08:00

Joke of the day.

Friend: Hey tonight i msn u ah
New NS Enlistee : ..........

_wm

2008-09-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

Everything has its peak.
Even me.

2008-08-31T01:54:00.000+08:00

A gift of Love.

The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Susan, 34, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. And all she had to cling to was her husband, Mark.

Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.

Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city. At first, this comforted Susan, and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task.

Soon, however, Mark realized the arrangement wasn't working. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But she was still so fragile, so angry - how would she react? Just as he predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again.

"I'm blind!", she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you're abandoning me."

Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work each day.

He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her a seat.

Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus-riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, And his love. She said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself.

On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying the fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure do envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"

The driver responded, "It must feel good to be taken care of and protected like you are." Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about, and again asked, "What do you mean?"

The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine-looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you as you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches until you enter your office building.

Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady." Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there is darkness.

Quoted From Ivalice-Forums
By San0

_wm

2008-08-28T09:32:00.001+08:00

Husband Mart

A store that sells husbands has just opened in Ottawa where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is comprised of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights.

There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building.

So a woman goes to the shopping center to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads:

Floor 1 - These men have jobs.

The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?"

So up she goes.

The second floor sign reads:

Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love, kids.

The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes again.

The third floor sign reads:

Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking.

"Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's upstairs?"

The fourth floor sign reads:

Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking and help with the housework.

"Wow!" exclaims the woman, "very tempting. BUT, there must be more further up!" And again she heads up another flight.

The fifth floor sign reads:Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a strong romantic streak. "Oh, mercy me! But just think. What must be awaiting me further on?"

So up to the sixth floor she goes.

The sixth floor sign reads:

Floor 6 - You are visitor 3,456,789,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please. Thank you for shopping Husband Mart and have a nice day!

Quoted From Ivalice-Forum

_wm

2008-08-26T10:36:00.000+08:00

Tree
======

The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.

I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
======

During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal.

I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like me, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

Wind
======

Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Quoted From Ivalice-Forum

_wm

2008-03-23T15:00:00.001+08:00

Ok blog is officially dead .
Cant be bothered to post anymore .
Actually .
Is i too lazy LOL!
Ciao~

2008-03-16T17:57:00.003+08:00

BOO!
5.30 pm to 7 am !!
And today 5.30 pm!
WAHAHA!
LETS ROCK!!

2008-03-14T01:34:00.001+08:00

Whats worst than a bunch of fucking bastard?
Its a creature .
With an ice cold heart .
Oh wait.
Or maybe it dont .

2008-03-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

Boo~

2008-03-04T01:06:00.004+08:00

Some random song i found on my friend's blog XD

Tears coming down my eyes
So hoping that you'll never lie
Say you'll be there to be by my side
But now you're gone, you left me all on my own
I miss the late night talks and
Your voice on the phone
And the moments we shared can never be replaced
[something] can never be erased cause
Baby i'm willing to give you all my love
I'm missing you so come back to me and give me a hug

Tell me girl
If you still feel the same
And when you're dreaming at night
You still see my face
And you're missing all those late night talks on the phone
That without me, girl, you feel so alone
Cause if you don't, and you say you're done
Then all the feelings I had will be all wrong
And it might be true, that cupid doesn't lie
But it doesn't matter now cause
You're not in my life

So many tears and lonely nights
Now that you're gone and
I still can't believe I had to turn to this song
Missing you with every heartbeat, every second in my life
Wishing I could go back and make everything all right
But you're gone from my heart
You left me [something]
Every second of my life and
I dont understand
Now everythings lonely, and
Nothing seems right
Everyday sitting, wishing you would come back in my life

I wanna tell you I love you in a special way
Hold your hand and tell you that I love you everyday
Thinking bout that night we were holding hands
I was looking to your eyes with so much romance
So tell me girl, what you wanna do
I'll do everything that you wanna do
Just give me one more chance
To prove myself
That without you in my life, theres nobody else

Our Story - Deestylistic

2008-03-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

We humans wait for three things important things in our life .
WAITING TO EAT!
WAITING TO SLEEP!
ANDDDDD
WAITING TO DIE!!
Very NOT meaningful eh?
Eat sleep and die .
Boring life .
But what that matters is what we DO while waiting for all those .
Do something useful .
Do something meaningful .
We dont get to eat unless we work for it .
We dont get to sleep unless we complete our work .
And we dont die until we fulfill all our dreams .
Booyaa~~

2008-02-29T01:06:00.000+08:00

Its just another boring .
Day?

2008-02-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

Seems so .
But yet .
It stays .

2008-02-26T18:36:00.001+08:00

Its just sometime .
Sometime..

2008-02-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

How difficult can it be .
Its just ..

2008-02-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

It feels great to walk in the rain .

2008-02-23T00:47:00.001+08:00

Melancholy Halcyon Dawn
Lonely Peaceful Morning

2008-02-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

528 mins.
Gone .
Hmm .

2008-02-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

Its gone ..

2008-02-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

Being hyper makes up your day.
But ..
The after effects of over hyperness = BRAIN CONCUSSION!!
One can go bonkers by being too not so sane .
BAAA

2008-02-14T01:26:00.002+08:00

Fringe is nice to pluck .
Especially when its tickling your forehead .
Pluck it and u will go~
AISEH SONG SIA.

2008-01-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

Same dream
Same drops

Oh.
A pure black butterfly is really beautiful.

_wm.

2008-01-27T02:46:00.000+08:00

a 3 hours walk down the park.
a 30 minswalk down the beach.
a 5 mins walk down the river.
a 45 mins walk back to my house.
a long walk through my thoughts
and its still walking

_wm.
a terrible day i shall say
the alcohol and nicotine made it worst i guess

2008-01-26T16:48:00.000+08:00

Its a lonely walk down the park ..

2008-01-14T14:02:00.001+08:00

26 Jan 11.11am .
On the same spot facing the sea .
Where the first sunrise was not seen
He will be waiting~
Silently and praying ~
Till the song ends ~

2008-01-14T14:02:00.000+08:00

I will just vanish from your world ..
Literally and physically ..

2008-01-13T04:33:00.000+08:00

Its pitch black x___X

_wm

2008-01-13T03:17:00.000+08:00

lols my opposite block all lights off x__X

_wm

2008-01-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

Eyes big and round staring into the endless sky . . lols

2008-01-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

Do as you please.. I'm really tired.. brain's dead.

2008-01-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 2.30 today lols ok i know its very late =X Had lunch then rotted infront of the computer for a few hours before my dad came home at around 4 plus and then we all set off fo my ah ma's dinner.

We reached there at 6.30. One of the earlier ones. Only my xiao uncle was there and of course my ahma my san gu and ah pek. Then the rest was all late. Aihs. Finally all of them reached around 7.30 .__. wth laa i was starving to death. lols. My little cousin and i was stuffing ourselves with the peanuts and drinking the tea that was available there.

Then the food finally came. And the birthday song was like randomly playing as we sit there. There were 4 tables all together there. Around 40 to 50 plus people there. lol big family x__X

Ookok time for some random photos haha

My Cousin and his gf and me and my bro

My ahma!! WEEE!!

MY BRO!! CLASSIC SIA!!

My San gu and my Niece!! Born in the year of pig lols

Thats all!!

_wm
it hurts...
its numb...
and i'll just let it be...

2008-01-09T22:32:00.000+08:00

Are we both venting our stress out? Aihs. Am i really putting you down that much? And not giving in that much? A miss call from me make an *Aihs x3* when i need to hear your voice. An *Aihs x2* when u dont reply my msg within an hour. And AIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS when u said nevermind everytime u have something to say BUT said if half way.

AIHSS!! ITS A BAD START OF THE FREAKING YEAR! I need to knock some sense into myself as well as u. Knock some sense into me by banging myself more in the wall. Knock some sense into you by asking u to stop all the unnecessary nonsense and stuffs. It's bad enough when u say nevermind. It's worst when u keep quiet.

U have still a number of things to learn my dear. Before you say or do anything, think of what u would react if someone said the same things to you which u wanted to say. It's like asking someone to talk and u yourself is there keeping quiet. It's 90% and 10% nw. U should know what it means. U know it too. I'm nt blaming u or anything. I just wanted to say what i wanted to say. Being direct is the only way. TAKING the blame or fault isn't the FREAKING right way.

Geez. I'm tired. SHall stop here for now.

_wm
criticism for u is like a tight slap on the face
which u will remember for a long time

2008-01-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

Typically slack throughout the day today doing nothing and rot and rot and making people angry and upset along the way. Aihs. Thats life for me today. Utterly BLAHH and BLAHHH. haiz.

There.. Here.. Nothing.. Condemned.. And i always lose.. No matter what.. Aihs

_wm
nothing here

2008-01-01T18:20:00.001+08:00

I was late again. Yea i suck. Watch AVP2 at great world city. Nothing really interesting about that movie. Jus the 3 different races fighting and theres only one pathetic predator killing all the aliens. U drop it again. =( And then bus back to city hall. Then walked to suntec.

Met the roxs at some random cafe and we set off for dinner. Hongkong cafe. Hmm. Then desmond came along. Ah. Then after eating we all went to stroll to find a nice spot to see the fireworks. Then in the end after walking for so long we ended up back at the durian. Sat there and rot till around 1156 then ran around lookin for a nice spot to see the fire works.

After the last firework was shot up, we ran off to the mrt station lols. Then BYEBYE! all went different ways and U LIED! =( Then in the end i went home alone.

In the MRT met russel and a few of his frens. Then reached CP met ahma lin and shyan and few other frens too. By then it was like 2am i think. Hmm then had to send ahma home cause its freaking late then i walked home alone...

_wm
the first thing i did in 2008 . .
was hug u in my arms . .

2007-12-29T22:50:00.001+08:00

Late again today boooo =( Vivo for breakfast. AND WE WASTED A BIG BAO!! Arhhh. AND you walked off 1 time today and ran off 1 time today! boooo!! made me so worry tsk tsk. i was considering to go information counter page for u if cannot find u one nor. bluek!

Then went to douby cause no posb atm at vivo .__. wth la. then reached douby and we ate cement and shyt combined ice cream. LOL! Its the exact color lol. Anyways after that send dear off to suntec and it was raining heavily .__.

After sending u off. I GOT LOST! LOL! i walk and walk and walk up and down then in the end guess what? I landed back in the place where i sent u off .__. damn! but in the end stil managed to find a way out of this freakin place ahhh.

When i reached home. Less than half an hour went out with family. Then slept like some dead pig on the way to great world city and when we came back i slept like some dead log. lols.

AND ONE LAST THING! DONT EVER RUN OFF OR WALK OFF AGAIN!! HMPH! OR I'LL LEASE U UP!! BLUEK!!

_wm
3 Muacks today n_n
I'll never let u go!!

_wm

2007-12-28T20:54:00.000+08:00

Supposed to wake up at 9 today but slept till 11++ lol. Then ate brunch then watched some cartoons =X then went off to marina to meet ch, alvin and hp. We were catching the movie I am Legend. It's a nice movie. Pretty much similar to what i think of when i'm alone.

The content of it is pretty interesting. For more contents?? GO WATCH!! But the ending sux i suppose. Expected of by every movie haha.

AND NOW U!! Qi si ren le. Reached marina din tell me. I was in at the pool area from the time i reach to the time i went into the cinema nor!! How can i possibly see u. Aihs. *Emo one corner* NEXT TIME DONT DO IT AGAIN. OR RATHER NO MORE NEXT TIME!! God in heaven lorr. ok thats random lols.

_wm
I LOVE YOU TOO BABY!!
n_n

2007-12-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Woken up by aden's call today. Asking me to complete the flier thingy aiks NVM!! $$$ TIME XD then later on went out at around 11 plus to meet my class for KTV session at suntec. Onyl a few of us met for lunch and the rest of them came later only for the k box session.

Derrick's birthday today. So we bought him one block cake LOL! Darn cheapo can 40 Cents per person .__. SHHHH!! =X Had alot of fun in the K box room itself. Screamed, Yelled and even jumped around on the sofa LOL! We sang from 1.30 to 7. WOOTS Nice man.

AFter K, went for our dinner at the same food court we had lunch in. Then Sat down A WHILE deciding where to go next. The duno who said that go for some dessert near douby ghaut. Then in the end we walked all the way from suntec to that place.

U KNOW!! I HAD COLD BEAN CURD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 5 FREAKING YEARS!! LOL!! Cold one darn nice can and its the first time i had ever eaten dessert in a back alley .__. We chatted quite a while there until it started to drizzle and everyone SIAMED!! Then we go separated ways. Some took bus some took mrt. I went home with kok and kenny. Reached home around 11.30 i guess.

LOTS OF FUN TODAY!! YEA!!!! WAITING FOR PHOTOS NOW!! XD

_wm
take kare worh!!
*hugs*

2007-12-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

Jus woke up. Aihs why u so long still sick de T___T must take kare ok. Drink more water! And DONT SKIP YOUR MED!! DONT OVER DOSE IT EITHER!! Goin out with my classmates later. I was missing u badly yesterday T__T my mood gauge dropped from 70 to almost 0. =(

GET WELL SOON BABY!!!

_wm